So simple. yet it means so much.

Synergize conference was just so good...even if the spiritual attacks from people around me were really freaky and it did scare the wits out of me. but God took away all the fear in the end. i think the best part of everything was still the planet shakers worship. i don't know why, but when i listen to their songs, the words mean so much compared to those we normall sing in church. during this period of time, i grew closer to certain church mates as well. =)

i think the entire thing was just damn cool. the presence of the Holy spirit was just so strong and wonderful. i don't know what it means to soak up the presence of God or just lay silently. but what i did was just sit there cross legged on the floor, eyes closed and relaxing. I saw myself as a very young girl(as usual) being with this fatherly figure. He was my perfect image of a father. loving and caring and all i ever wanted. i felt so happy. we didn't need to talk, but i felt happy being there with Him. the place where we were was really beautiful. it was just this big beautiful grass field. and now and then i would see both of us either lying on the grass on our backs, staring at the clouds and birds, or playing catching :S i think i've watched too much movies. hmm. but it was a really beautiful and relaxing scene and i just loved Him alot. and He loved me so much as well. In fact, you could practically see love shining out of Him. it's that WOW.

i can't be bothered to describe the entire conference. but it was really good. and i can't wait for next year's one. in fact, i'm hoping they would organise another one this year. all i have on my mind is that now. i miss it..sniff. all the times with the yfers. i got a shock when people like chris teo, ian, amy tan noticed i was there. all of a sudden they are all like so friendly to me that it's weird. but it felt great. i mean, even a small hello can make me feel happy, knowing that i do exist in that youth group. amy tan's hug was a shock to me. but it was so wonderful =) i loooveee hugs...they help me stretch. but sometimes when i hug my bones crack. so some people get freaked out. =)

oh ya. their website says that planet shakers will have another concert in singapore in july. people. book your tickets!!!!

let me share with you this planet shakers song. it's so simple, yet it means so much. maybe cos it comes from the bottomest bottom of the heart <3

My God is big
So strong so mighty

My God's plan for me
Goes beyond my wildest dreams

My God is good
He's so good to me

My God is big
So strong so mighty

My God is good
He's so good to me

He's my God and
He is my refuge
He's the rock on which I stand
He's my fortress
God, He is my life
He holds the oceans in His hand

My God is Big
So Strong so mighty

My God is good
He's so good to me

There's nothing my God cannot do

see. so simple. yet it means so much. esp the last line. this line has been encouraging me, reassuring me, comforting me. esp when my mind goes mad and i start seeing things in my head. ya. that phrase kept me sane and confident. and God has been blessing me. Thank God for planet shakers and for their wonderful gifts and talents in music. God bless planet shakers =))