**WHEEZEE**SNIFF**HACK**SNIFF**BREATHES DEEPLY**

i've been ATTACKED by the stupid evil virus with 8 single stranded, negative RNA virus, ie. the influenza virus. in normal everyday terms...the flu. BOOOOOOOOOOO. i feel like shit. (no actually i don't...because i think shit is very much more brown that i already am and more mushy that my fats). RAHHHHHHH. i better recover before my LA trip and the SFC farewell. BOO...

for now....i shal try to...enjoy my sickness to the best of my abilities by running around singapore with the flu bug..being a biological warfare weapon just to see what they'd do to such terrorists. hopefully...i might get DHL-ed or Fed-Ex-ed to timbaktu just to get me as far away from all living organisms on this earth just so i won't start some different strain of bird flu or perhaps..monkay flu. not quite a bad idea actually if you want to get a free holiday. ;p cheapo singaporeans **SCOFF**

anyway.. on a side note...went to church to do some admin stuffies and what nots today. i was wondering how on earth i was going to get into the locked office when i saw a door bell. so i happily went to press it and waited for the door to open...only to get a shock to hear someone speakng from the intercom. so obviously..being caught off guard.....i kinda stood stunned outside not knowing what to say. did alot of brainless jobs today. i reckon if all else (really all else) fails...i'd just go be some factory worker. we packed goodie bags, folded Jesus Mini mags, slotted welcome packs, double sided taped them, tied ribbons, wrapped CDs, eat wonderful pork chop rice (YUM) and many more. i never felt so productive in my entire life (perhaps until i shit out some baby after i get married) andddddddd i settled my internship stuff which lo and behold..i'm getting more and more excited about. hahaha. what was apprehension has turned into excitement and hopefully passion :) haha. YAYZ.

back to terrorizing Singapore..by practicing and honing my skills on my not so minute family. HO HO HO :) and who said that all they wanted for christmas was their 2 front teeth when they needed stronger antibodies more? :)

at the rate that teachers and people are leaving SA....there won't be anyone else except the building to visit next time :(

sobz. but i guess this is how God works. it just goes to show how all these people aren't in my life by coincidence. all of them have came, impacted, made a difference, did what they were meant to do - guide, teach, mentor, befriend, care, love etc. and now that we've graduated, their job is done and God sends them packing elsewhere. it's been this way my whole life. most of the time....the people that are my mentors get packed AWAY from me. be it a different church, ministry, school and even country. i think i am cursed. why can't i ever stay with all my loved ones?????????????????????????????????????? sigh. i can't help but say i send my blessings cos i mean HEY...they have to move on in life even if i don't want to.

just previously i was complaining that i have nothing to do. now as i look at my calendar in my phone, i realise with horror how many appointments and events i have that practically every date is in bold (ie. an event). this is wad happens when u are a famous person like me. HAHAHAHA. come on people. get a queue number if u want to meet up with me!

kidding. just msg me to arrange if u want to go out and chill out and have mighty good fun/food. :)

i'm starting to get a taste of the after As life...and i realised how much i over-rated it. :( i think i overestimated it and i have to admit.....i'm BORED. -__________________-'''

i can't believe i just said that. BUT IT'S **GASP** TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't want to watch tv anymore despite having so many shows to watch cos....i numbed my ass.

i tried to clear my rubbish out of the room...as much as i tried...i didn't clear much becos there's so many stuff that i realised i can't clear just cos i might need it in the future :S

i want to go out.....like go horse riding or go to the zoo...

i need to start on my portfolio soon. dearie me.

i have a very good mind to complete my ten year series becos i'm bored and don't want to waste my money by throwing them away.

i'm so bored i'm facebooking more than i should.

i'm so bored i've become too lazy to move from my laptop just to pee and eat and sleep.....and that's another reason to add to the "why i'm getting fat" list below the "preparation for the As". i'm getting so fat i'm embarassed by my own body...and i no longer refer to my body as a body but a piece of pork lard....no....a soggy piece of lard. OH MY...it's terrible. i need to go exercise before i start melting and spilling out of my clothes :S

YAYS! i'm almost done with the As.

Really thankful for this journey no matter how tiring it has been. It's been an exciting and fast 2 years being in SA. i still don't feel as though i've graduated. but then i don't think my love for SA will end. short 2 years...but nonetheless...theres great pride in being a Saint.

God has taught me quite some stuff being in SA. He made me realise what it meant to do things in His strength, what it meant to really try and put in my best and still enjoy it, to know that everything is held in His hands. Wouldn't have been able to get through the whole A level journey if He had not bless me with wundarful people. Classmates, fellow bros and sis in Christ in SFC, teachers, etc. it's quite sad how we only started talking and making new friends at the end of the year. but then again....everything has been planned out to be this way i supposed.

i've shifted study buddies time and time again, and i have been blessed by God to have so many many wonderful friends each season of my life. For the last lap of the race of the A levels, i was very lucky to have my OG mate jocelin (funny how we only talked at the start and end of our SA journey), Anthea, Grace, Vincent. Mark. John Chew, Domo and also to make new friends like hui kee, eugene, steffi, stacy, xiao ting, jeannette etc from anthea's class. Sooo...here's a pseudo arts fac student monkeying around with the arts fac people. It's been a mightily fine time studying with them. the joy that they bring, the long walk out for dinner, the wonderful celebratory Pasta Mania order in. Thanks for making the whole A level journey painless and even enjoyable. Of course not to mention our dear Muslim stall auntie who's the sweetest thing ever for often giving us Milo and coffee as sustenance throughout the night, often being the only stall around that bothers opening so all we hardworking students can slog our asses off. ah yes. and my friendly security guard uncle who so nicely opens up to the school everyday of the week so we can study. all we study gang people, rain or shine, monday to sunday. :) what would i do without them????????????????????????????????? so yeps. God provides and whatever my results are....well....whatever will be will be.

Yep. i think i'm quite blessed to find fellow art people who intend to take the same course as me in uni (if we all make it..that is). Domo, Grace and I are gonna stage our very own version of Antony and Cleopatra. All you lit and non lit students, if you read the lit text in a different tone it's really hilarious. and that is precisely wad grace, domo and i will set out to do. watch how Grace flirts and show off her curves as she performs as Cleopatra. HAHA. CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!

8 more days....and counting down...HO HO HO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!