choice of life

preparations for both easter and life concert is on the go...tired, stressed, all sorts of things.....but it's amazing when u see God work in all sorts of ways. even the yinsy weensy stuffies =)

in a way, i'm getting all flustered at the preparations, stressing, working late etc. yet, i can't help but accept every job that is thrown at me. i think i;m stupid...looking at things on a positive light, i;m nice =)

working with jess, joanne and chrystal has been fun =) they're such WONDERFUL PEOPLE!!! i really dunno what i'll do without them...and everyone else who helps in one way or another. oh. and through this prep, i've learnt smth:

WHEN YOU CARRY CARDBOARD BOXES, EVERYONE STARES AT YOU AND REFUSES TO HELP EVEN IF YOU ARE STRUGGLING LIKE CRAP.

perhaps if i wore rugged clothes and not the SA uniform and rolled over in mud and get dirty perhaps i'll get help and lesser stares...

...then again....probably not. i'l get more stares instead =S

yikes. i'm hacking away again. =( i think i'm going through the signs of aging =(

- crankiness
- tiredness
- weak immune system (unless i just have aids??? NAH)
- acheing bones and fatsmuscles

early menopause?!?!??! WAHAHAHAHHHAA. i'm ageing =(

oh dearie me...

yay. 5/6 days to LIFE CONCERT. excitement.

who wants to go for :

LIFE CONCERT -
6 April,
Thursday,
5.45 pm
cost: priceless
venue: SAJC (CC)
why you should go: it's free, it's good. God is gonna be present there. if u want to see my God work wonders, now's a good chance! get tickets from any SAJC student now! (tickets are limited to 2 per SAJC student and are going out fast. HURRY!)

EASTER ON AIR -
15 April,
Saturday,
3-7 pm
cost: $5 (western buffet dinner included)
venue: Bartley Christian Church
why u should go:
a great time to break free from school and enjoy a time of entertaining skits performed by our church;s youth, also for the great western buffet and just come and support me la. My team and i did the props =) BUT. HIGHLIGHT of event: (sorry. u need to go to find out)

Gift of Love, Hope, Peace, Salvation, eternal life and more
any day
any time
cost: a prayer from the heart
venue: any where. even in the toilet of ur own lil room
Why you should choose this: you definitely won't regret it. TRUST ME (cheh. bluff u got money MEH???)

which will you choose??
P.S. you can choose more than one!!

stressed

argh...stressed. my phone keeps ringing non-stop...

i'm struggling like crap trying to understand my bio notes and trying my best to do my tutorial and outside my room the tv is blaring with some exciting movie my dad is watching, my maid is laughing with my mum about her old clothes, my mum is shouting at my younger brother to study and do his work, my younger brother is whinng at how difficult his homework is. closing my door doesn't help. RAH. and to make things worse, my pub team is super unavailable tmr and shufen hasn;t done her job of contacting people and now they are contacting me like no-one's business and i think i;m going mad. cos i'm struggling to complete my tutorial which i have no idea what it is about!

i have so much work to catch up on, have to prepare for bio lecture test during the term, understand the stupid maths, understand chem, prepare for easter etc etc etc.....my two pub leaders are down and out, both are busy like crap, one in army prob settling the problem of the dead guy during the biathalon, while the rafflesian is busy cramming info into his brain for his exams. GOD HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need rest. =( so stressed.......

ahh..that felt so much better =

hmmm...i still dunno what's wrong with my tagboard..it's still NOT letting me tag. arghs. never mind,,,here are your replies...

steffi: haha. ok la. you're nice. but i have to be nice too in order for u to have nice stuff to say about me right?!?!?!

deb: haha. i;m not going for MOB during June...but that's because i already have a hell lot of stuff in that month already. and i'm even sure if my parents allow me yet. and i also dunno if i have enough money to go overseas! not to forget i have a few upcoming trips that my friends want to organise.....shit...(see amy...i'm gonna be even more BROKE than you are!)

Su hui: hey! thanks for that "i love you" note. sorry for not freeing ur hands. i thought u were having lectures or smth. i didn't see any arts fac peeps around...so yea....ah wellz. nvm. next time if possible =)

tracy: hey racy tracy!!! we miss u sooo much!!!! erm...ms faizah's our lecturer for the time being. we're not sure who's our tutor though...cross your fingers!

rach: haha i had fun too! you were so good at presenting...man....i got alot to learn....like enunciating my words properly would be a start!

lynette: you POOR DEPRIVED CHILD. you need my looooovvveee...nah. u need God's love. not mine. but i can still love u. TI AMO babe! i seriously would die of boredom if not for ur purty mouth (whatever that means...) heh. love ya loads!

Amy: HI! i never thought i would get to see ur name on my tagboard! what's that book about??? i've never heard of it before..=)

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ok there. i reckon ms de silva's a damn good civics tutor. DID YOU SEE THE AMOUNT OF STUFF SHE PLACED ON MOODLE?!!??! GOSH! she's pro. but i have completely no idea how on earth i can post messages on it....hmmm....now i shall start spraying those loan shark signs on their blogs...MUAHAHAHA. anyway. to all the 06S22 saints, YOU OWE THE CLASS FUND $4 EACH! why? cos new lecture notes and tutorials are and will be coming in. dun worry. i won't cheat u of your money cos there'll be a beautiful accounts book waiting to be checked. =) SO PAY UP or i'll be nasty..heh. those ex 06S16 saints wil understand how annoying i can get when u owe me money....HAHAHAHA. here's to me being the class treasurer =) being a loan shark rocks!

nothing much to update, but i have LOADS of things to do....boo...and my mum;s back home. as much as i'm supposed to love her.....and honour her....i'm praying hard to God to help me do so....ahh...

annoyance

my mum just called...and she was yelling in the phone all the way from china. and it seriously ANNOYED me. and she's still harping on the fact that i didn't make things clear to my elder bro when the guy came down to install the internet...

i'm so frustrated. i wish i can just study or rot and forget about all the thigns in the world....RAGH!!!!!!!

i wish i could get into a coma state right now......yes. i think i'm going to be depressed soon.

stupid PMS...

i'm so tired of everything. i think i'm seriously PMSing. so pls. if i all of a sudden just get pissed at you or i;m being childish and petty. pls forgive me. sigh.

i think something's wrong with me. i'm so tired about everything...even doing QT didn't help. i supposed it's cos i'm too distracted and focused on my problems then on what God had to say...thus..the only thing i wanted to do to forget about all my disappointments etc was by studying. which is weird cos anyone who knows me knows how much i hate it. i supposed that if i study well, i feel great and accomplished and nerdy. ah wellz. pls pray for me ya. i feel myself being drained away from God...=( and honestly, i feel like rebelling. against everything. perhaps i;m sick and tired of being nice, being good...i dunno. i think it's just the PMS and all the TV i watched all my life....

today's presentation skills workshop was fun. we got to be simon, randy and paula. haha. guess who i was???? i was randy...cos i;m so chao ta....heehee...i miss my chao ta already =( anyway. it didn't go as bad as i thought it would. i somehow managed to ramble. though of course it was pure rambling...but nonetheless. i felt it was pretty natural. at least compared to the times i had to rehearse our presentations in front of MET. now THAT. was scary.

ohh ohh...i'm hooked onto this book i read in the sch library. it's a christian novel which i picked cos it was...err...christian. i wanted to see how God can speak through that book. the descriptions suck. i mean....who on earth compares someone's voice to gravel running down an aluminium funnel. their descriptions are just....WEIRD...anyway. i didn't expect it to have a portion on bgr. now it placed me in this lovey dovey romantic mood. God save me....i seriously think homones are getting into my head...BAD BAD....and in the book...there was this part about a secret admirer who dropped a love note into her locker. and when i got out of the library, i found a note on my bag! my mind was like "WHOW....NO WAY!!!" and then i read it and it said (in a horribly scribbly writing) :" hi glory! i love you" and in smaller writing "and i'm stalking you wahahaha" i was practically melting, excited to know who this person was....and then i saw this joker's name : SU HUI =) and my bubble of hope BURSTED. DARN IT. ah well...nvm. i still love u su hui. =) and guess what??? i'm gonna have it laminated/framed in my room

word of the day: ENDOPLASMIC RETICULUM. how could i forget that word???? bio's so fun.....

man. i feel like i'm in J2 already. we just received the a levels booklet. and were told to register for a levels soon.....like WHAT!??!?! i JUST finished my Os last year and now....THIS?!?!? the education system in Singapore is seriously stressful. and it's bad. cos when u are stressed u can't perform as well as you could cos u get the heeby jeebies and all that butterfly park in ur stomach. and thus, productivity decreases. how on earth can our country benefit from that!?!??! since

education system in Singapore = stress

and

stress = decrease in productivity

and

decrease in productivity = bad for the development of country

therefore education system in Singapore = bad for the development of country

then again. from what i learnt in SS in sec 3 and 4. that's absolute rubbish cos we need to be educated so we have good leaders for the future. hahahaha.

studying is good. better start for A levels!! =)

bah...i duno why but i can't tag my own board =((((( maybe the board is sleeping... -____-''

anyway, i finally got my aep works back home from school. went back to IJ with stoofy to collect them. haha. sadly she didn't manage to get her work back cos it was errr...lost? yea. my work was easily found...BUT...it's in a horrible condition. after all the pains i went through to protect it, send it there nice and unharmed and undented now it's back with all sorts of dents and potholes to collect dust. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR. annoyance.

it felt good to be in SA uniform and have all your juniors stare in awe of you. ahahhaha. sadly i didn't get to see most people cos apparently the sec 1s went to the zoo today, sec 3s had cip. so....YEA....unfairness. they had holiday because of that can!!! oh. and now that the kids are allowed to bring hps and all to school......u really get a wide eye opener on the latest gadgets....spoilt kids...they have things like the i-video, the nice nokia swivel phone.....grahhh..i want that...shit..i'm becoming more materialistic...BAD GIRL...BAD GIRL! need to save money...need to save money...hahahah

you know. i just saw my photo on steffi's blog and i figured how ugly i looked. haha. but then this thought just came into my head:

i am BEAUTIFUL. cos i have Jesus in me.and as a christian, the way i act and behave should reflect that christ-likeness in me. and since Beautiful...Beautiful, Jesus is beautiful...so likewise...i have beautiful..HAR HAR. me and my logics....but it does make sense doesn't it???? think about it! =)

class cell

ok. so we had our first cell group today. after a million years of planning (kidding. we've never been together for that looonnnggg). i'm so thankful to God for helping me ask around the class and finally get the cell going....

sadly, it wasn't what we expected. thank God for the provision of a big and rather quiet area where we can sit and have the cell. worship was quite...screwed? haha. with no guitar, no song lyrics, no planning of worship whatsoever. in the end the only people singing were erm....rach and myself. haha. and it was quite distracting cause we were both ashamed of our own horrendous singing. haha. nvm. at least we learnt from our mistake. we did abit of sharing. quite pathetic cos very little people wanted to share. plus, we didn't have any devotion/bible study material.

well..the only productive thing that occured during today's cell was the rising of leaders of the cell. we now have 6 people in our cell grp "council" hahaha. sound pro only. at least we now have a proper team to plan the stuff etc. to really ensure that this cell is running rightly, making sure that everyone in the cell is growing etc.

i dunno. i really hope that God will lead us. considering how none of us except rach is an experienced leader in church. i really hope God will work through this cell....=)

splitting headache

argh...i'm having a splitting headache now. i don't know why. i only got it when i was doing my qt and it's lasting until now...it's so annoying. bah. it made me snap at my younger brother for the slightest reason...and after i did it i feel quite bad. =(

it's my first time wearing SA uniform today. as beautiful and pretty as it seems...let me warn u guys...it's not that comfortable. or maybe it's just cos i'm used to wearing a pinafore since i was pri 1. i feel restricted in the skirt. no more anyhow sitting with your legs shoulder breadth apart =( and the pocket's puny. i used to be able to put a pencil box in my pocket. now .... i just put my hp in my pocket and it feels uncomfortable to sit already. sad right =( and the uniform is so hot. but when you're in an air con room it doesn't provide proper insulation =( still.....as uncomfortable and restrictive as the SA uniform is, i still love being in it. i feel proud of being in SA. hahaha. and plus..i look smarter esp cos of the tie. note the word "look". heh.

i feel so guai. i came home and studied =) haha. i never realised how fun studying bio can be until now. i'm like filling my notes with extra notes from the encyclopedia textbook. no wonder linus keeps studying bio. haha. speaking of linus.....he told me steffi said alot of positive things about me. haha. i'm so honoured. THANK YOU SO MUCH! i never knew i was THIS good =) hahaha. kidding.

i think i have a brain tumour. ok. maybe not that serious. haha. i think the headache is due to my worsening eyesight. i think i;'m going blind. all of a sudden things in front of me looks blur now and then. and when i take off my specs everything far looks blurer than before. shit....i think i've lost the use of my eye muscles =(

today's maths lecture was retarded la. ms faizah was basically saying how important maths is and how easy it was to score....even if u had half a brain. haha. but didn't it occur to you that if u have the side of the brain that is the creative one and not the logic one u will definitely lose out. and.....if say u dun have the right side of the brain...you'll never be in the right mind! ok. i'm talking crap. dun blame me. it's the bad headache at work...ahhh...

should i go for june MOB??? i don't know...i'm scared that i won't be able to commit. plus....i reckon my june is too pack for anything else....hmm....perhaps going for dec exposure trip would be better???? i dunno....ahhh...

snow city!!

firstly. congrats to ij for taking away the finance award and supporters award (3rd time in a row.) during frs. hahaha.

ah poot and ah boon was there too! it's nice to see the tan siblings again. esp since the only time i get to meet ah poot is when i drop by su hui's hse....which isn't very often. heh. we went to explore science centre since ah poot wanted to. i'm still amazed at how 17 year olds can still be fascinated by the things i science centre even though we've probably seen everything a gazillion times. nonetheless...its always good to be fascinated at things. hahaha.

we went down to snow city with mr koh after that. he's a pretty cool person i must say. pity i never got a chance to work with him. we had sooo much fun! and i'm not being sarcastic. you know....if i didn't honour God in the morning, i doubt i would have been able to go for snow city. you see....i had pub training in the mornin, and the brudder's original plan was to go to snow city before going to support the juniors at frs. so...that meant that if i were to go for pub training, i would miss snow city. still, i went for pub training since i was a leader i didn't have a choice even though i could easily postpone the training. har har. but surprise surprise! in the end the brudders postponed the snow city trip to AFTER frs. so i still got to go in the end. hee =)

snow city rocked! i was pretty scared that i would freeze my ass off at snow city...which i did. but that's not the main point. it was so heartwarming to be spending time playing with snow with your closest friends, as if u were really on a holiday overseas. we had snowball fights (which were rather pathetic considering the pathetic amount of snow available which could not be squashed into snowballs.) so now my idea of a snowball fight is ruined. thanks to snowcity. bah. nvm. we still had fun getting smashed with snowballs and having snow in our face and down ur neck..haha. poor novita. she kept getting bullied by us.

we took loads of photos, went down the snow slopey thing millions of times. which was fun. though my face and ass got terribly frozen. and somehow...it got colder as we got closer to the top of the "hill", whatever happened to the "cold air sinks and hot air rises" logic??? nvm. pity we din manage to get pictures of us sliding down. boo...

all of us came out with frozen stiff faces that couldn't pronounce words properly. but of course, t gave all of us rosy cheeks and some red noses. haha. i never looked so red in my life! it felt so funny to have blood defrosting in your face. =)

anyway...the hols are over...boo. i just fought a good fight with my chem tutorial 8. i bet all of it is wrong. stupid school moodle has no answers to the tutorial. leaving me totally clueless as to whether or not i understand my work on gases.

anyway....some stupid feller went to do this tagging game and well....being the famous person that i am, i was tagged too. so i shall be sporting and do it too. though i won't be so BOH LIAO as some people are as to tag others as well =) aren't u happy to be my friend???

ok..here goes.....

Instructions: The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.this is weird..sighz..but I guess I shall do it since junying tagged me.Gender: MALE..I am 100% straight...

1. Christian who loves God alot alot. love God more than he love me

i seriously need support in my wal with God. it's good to have someone to share my beliefs with, encouraging one another and having a strong base of support. besides....i want to have a family which is deeply rooted in God's word and who loves God dearly. if i can...i'll raise up little Jesuses =)

2. Don't curse, don't smoke, don't gamble, not violent, is honest, patient, loving, smart etc

ok. i made my dream guy sound perfect. don't worry. you don't have to be perfect. so long as you won't cheat on me, won't do anything bad to jeopardise the safety of my family...i;m ok with it.

3. must be more guy than me

i don't think i can tolerate having a sissy as a lifetime partner. i'll just die. cos i'll need someone to protect me. esp from those roaches and insects. what on earth will i do if there's a roach in my hse and there's no one to kill it since my husband is jumping around on the living room couch cos he's fearful of roaches as well?!?!??!

4. mustn't be as ignorant/blur as me.

i need someone who knows all the compulsory stuff the government wants us to do. cos i'm totally ignorant about such stuff and i seriously dun intend to raise my family in jail just because we didn't pay our CPFs or smth like that. hahaha.

5. must be tanner than me(at least as tan as me) and fit.

i don't think i can stand a guy who is so fair. yeeewww...and i won't like a guy who is flabby. haha. i know i'm flabby. i think one flabby person is enough. it's nice to be able to stare at a hot bod everyday =)

6. romantic and sweet.

haha. it's nice to be pampered ya. i'll be melting in his arms if he sends me sweet msgs etc, haha. just imagine.......

7. can do housework - esp cook!

food is important in my life too. haha. of course, if the need arises we'll get a maid.

8. must be independent to a certain extent

aiya. i dun want a guy that is so sticky to me i can;t have my own freedom.

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then again....i trust that even if my future husband doesnt fit all that criteria, so long as God tells me that the guy's mine..hell...God knows better than i do. besides. variety spices up life!

there u go....i just wasted so much of my precious time doing that for u zen. -____-''

God loves you!

check this out!!

i reckon that was real sweet wasn't it???? it just reminded me of everything God has done for me. how He has spoken to me the past few days and just CHANGED my life! it's AMAZING. i mean, how cool isit that the ALMIGHTY GOD ABOVE said how much He loves me and how special i am???? makes me so happy to know God loves me so much and i just love the fact that He has GREAT plans in my life and He's revealing Himself more and more each day =)

I just realised for the first time in my life how amazing the bible is. all the while i saw it as just a book. a book. like a storybook/history book etc. i never understood why people said it was the book of life. i mean. ok. the words do bring life when God speaks to you...but apart from that...it was just a book to me. plain old...boring...bible.

today. everythng changed. the bible came alive. i'm not saying it grew eyes and nose and mouth and all and SPOKE to me, but when God opened my spiritual eyes...it's AMAZING!! the book really is LIFE! now..the bible i know is precious. it's amazing. it's ALIVE! no longer the dead book i knew =)

you know...God can seriously work in all sorts of ways. I used to place Him in a box, restricting Him to work in my life. I've only allowed Him to work at alter calls, at big conferences, camps etc. it's not all about that. what's the difference??? big conference or not, God can work anywhere. why do i have to wait for such events??? can't i experience God DAILY in my own room???? whether or not i get a big well known pastor to pray for me or if i pray for myself, God still hears and He CAN still work! He doesn't have to work through BIG ways - ie. speaking in tongues, slaining of the spirit etc. In the bible he often appeared as a small gentle whisper rather than in the strong winds, big fire, great earthquakes etc. all u need to do is have a heart that is seeking after Him. a heart that wants to meet up with Him. ask. and you shall recieve! God will definitely come and change your life. just as He has changed mine. and for that, i shall reciprocate and change the way i live my life....FOR HIM =)

God loves you!

tidying up the room!

making use of the only free day of my holidays, i decided to pack my room. ok. i had originally planned to study....but before i could do that, i decided that i needed to organise my stuff.

anyway. i din know i had so much junk in my room. i thought i had cleared up my stuff last dec. ah wellz. still, it was cool. cos i found lots of stuff i had long forgotten about. haha. and i got out all those love letters etc. i never realised how many letters i had until today. hahaha. amazing. brings back alot of memories. haha clearing is fun =)

found alot of photos too. i never knew how much i changed. oh man. even a few years back and i can look so different =S sigh. age is really catching up with me. i mean...right now. looking at the current yfers, i feel so old. just like what liz chay felt when i was sec 1. hahah. (i din realise she wrote a letter to me until today! WOW!)

ok..it's late and i need to sleep. bah.......nite nite

and thus, the classes are out..

THANK GOD my class...well...most of it is intact. it's really by God's grace that we are still together. esp my study helpers rachel and lynette who are still with me. it's sad though, that some of us are separated. i'll realyl miss char. ain, cheryl.....blah blah ..i mean. ya. we'll still see each other in school and all....but still...sobz.

and we no longer have mr lim as our CT. MR LIM!!!!!!!!! WE WANT U BACK! i really hope that we would at least get him for our chem tutorials. he's such a sweet teacher. haha. and he's a pineapple tart. that makes him a SWEET PINEAPPLE TART!!!!!

ok. i'm being crappy. hahaha. i think it's the puutttaaatoooesss that i ate for dinner. hoho.

anyway, i went for ole with charlene. sadly most people backed out. but it's all part of God's plan i supposed. i mean. at least no non-christian friends were there to suffer in the rain. cos maybe next time they won't come for outreach events if they thought they would get soggy. i had a nice slack time slack cycling with charlene. hahahaa. cycling never felt so relaxing. but it sucks when u come to up slope. cos you're simply too lazy to pedal hard. we were like resting as much as possible. haha.

yay. class reunion this thursday!. WHOOTS!

hack hack hack

i hope mr lim didn't forget to key in my sms subject combination form. **crosses my fingers** cos if he did. i might as well run to poly. still, i must have faith in God. if He placed me in SA everything will be fine...in the end at least. hahaha

my fever has gone down thankfully. yest was havoc. my dad refused to bring me to see a doctor cos he said i wasn't even sick and plus, medical bills are so high nowadays (erm. about $20). he would rather wait for my mum to return home (about 8.45 pm) to get this ntuc membership card, travel all the way to ang mo kio (which is about half an hr away) just to see a doctor for about $5? or that's what he said.

my mum got pissed when she came home. in the end, we didn;t manage to get the "discount card". (my dad sort of complained to me: "why u earlier dun get sick later dun get sick purposely now then get sick?!?!?!...gee..like i want to be sick like that...hmph) instead, we walked to the nearest clinic and had to pay like twice the amount $40 for my doctor's fee. see dad?!?!?!?!? no wonder so many people want to be doctors. by the time i saw the docs it was nearly 9.45 pm. i would have died by then if i had a really high fever. but thank God..i didn;t.

i;'m still hacking away though. the medicine sucks. even the strepsils are gross. YUCKS. that;s what i hate about being sick. the medicine, and the lack of good food to eat, BAH. i've had ridiculour dreams though. everytime i dream something stupid happens. somehow, my bolster has turned into this giant sweet potato. i tell u...it's the after effects of the class bbq. haha. ni zhen..it's all ur fault.

oohh..it's hey arnold up on tv. i'll be back!

sick sick

bah. i'm sick.

i've been wanting to blog. but everytime i got home, it's too late to use the comp. cos apparently my younger brother claims he can't sleep with the lights on. yea right. he's been doing it since he was born. and last night...i caught him sleeping with the light on. LIAR. haha. i sound so childish.

anyway, our class went to watch FD3 bad move. what a waste of my $$. there was barely any good storyline, no suspense ok. have la. cos u know the person's gonna die soon anyway. plus, they showed quite alot of the shots in the trailer. so guess what?? everything's pretty much known. poot. still, it was a good chance for me to gorge on popcorn and coke...OHHH...i like popcorn. note that i didn't say love. cos i know i dislike popcorn if i ate it continuously. the show was seriously gory. as in gross kind of gory. i never seen or heard people die so gorily in the first place. i still reckon saw is the best gory show i've ever watched. heh.

anyway. we were all grossed out by the movie and on our way down, who else should we meet but...MR RELIEF TEACHER and his GIRLFRIEND!! haha. he was so nice. he went back down just to catch up with us. i miss him loads. haha. he's so pat pat cute. and he's COOL. hahaha. ooh...girl hormones. sadly, the movie they were going to watch was none other than...yea. u guessed it...FD3. WHO THE HELL IN THE RIGHT MIND WOULD BRING HIS GF TO WATCH A GORY SHOW?!?!?!?!? mr relief teacher. u better take dating lessons from us. esp mel. who's an expert in such things. noting the number of love poems she writes and the number of romance movies she watches =S

anyway. yest was induction day. i was so cheated. i knew the seniors told me it sucked loads and all, but when i saw some photos while i was walking into the hall, i thought it wasn't that bad after all. i mean...trekking and doing all that fun outdoor stuff like dragon boating seemed pretty fun to me. BUT. the main word is BUT. i was cheated. it was just some random photos. BAH. what we were going to do that day was nothing like that...AT ALL.

PT wasn't as bad as i expected. all we did was change within a minute. lucky me and others who wore pinafores. hahaha. we benefited of course. then the rest of the time all we did was do push-ups and jumping jets. which was ok. i supposed.

anyway, the sad part was all we had the entire day was one meal of miserable biscuits. lucky i bought some bread. hahahaha. induction started after lunch and boy....was it tiring. i liked my facilitator though .pity him cos he tried to get the grp ra ra but all we did was just stare back at him with this bored face. maybe we're not rara cos we barely know one another. oh wellz. we had to run 10 rounds round the track in total, do 40 push ups and crunches and star jumps, do step ups, cross a stupidly high monkey bar, climb over some window thingy, chin ups etc. so shagged after that. haha. i was really reminded of how un-persevering i am. as much as it's one of the core values of being in SAJC. i almost died. and it didnt help that i had to shout while doing push ups and all to count despite my sore throat. now....i sound like king kong grunting.

now. i'm sick. i didn't realise i had a fever until i felt strangely warm. then i went to take my temperature. haha. it's not that bad though .i'm pretty much alive and kicking. mr lim suspected i was sick yesterday. haha. he said i was "ungloriaish" funny ah mr lim. i suppose i don't go crazy and retarded unless we know one another well...like my class. i really miss my class. i haven't seen tracy and rachel for a very long time. and i really miss hanging out with the class. SOB. i miss lynette!!!!!!! i miss going crazy and retarded with her and the class. i really hope we'll be together again. SOB.

you know...for a sick person, i'm pretty much alert. my only concern is what on earth can a sick person eat without getting sicker? i dun exactly like porridge or soup bee hoon. anybody out there???? sigh. being sick is no fun. though i'm pretty much ok with missing out on orientation. i just want to know how my OGL is like...hmmm...ah wellz.

i shall go rummage through the kitchen to see what i can find for sick people. =)

bah. i'm tired.

i need to buy stuff. but i got no money =( i want to buy a pair of slippers, a bag, shorts, an ipod, a new computer.....the list goes on. bah. i'm feeling so lazy.

i reckon the class bbq was fun, though i was pissed off at some people. ah wells, i recovered shortly after thanks to pablo. she's so retarded. my goodness. i really think bbq-ing is pointless. cos u keep drinking soft drinks till u're full without having to eat much. as a result, there's so much food leftover!!!! i stayed over at tracy's with yinxi, char, winnie, richalynn and linus (haha. the only guy) we were playing dai dee together with tracy's brother. kai kai. he's so small!! he's the same age as my brother, but he's like half my bro's size!!!!!!!!! still..he's awy smarter than my brother. i keep being the ultimate loser while the zhang siblings dominated the top two spots. ANNOYANCE. nvm.

we slept at 4...so tired after that. still, it was worth it. amazingly tracy, char, yinxi and myself got to the topic of christianity and how God was workin in our lives. it was just so amazing cos we talked for an entire 2 hrs about God and it was so encouraging =) char was right. since God gave us so many christians in our class we should treasure it and make the best out of it...soooo...we're gonna get a class cell!!!! YAYYYYY.

i'm in OG 33. a million OGs away from the one i had last time. my OG has split like no one's business. so many year end babies all of a sudden. there's only like erm..5 of us from the same og. luckily i have peeps in my class in the same OG and MR LIM IS MY CT AGAIN!! yay..well. at least for OG la. and now there's more english names. so easier to remember. haha. i hope my og will be fun this time. ah wellz. and my class is crossing our fingers to be in the same class again. we love each other so much. they're so evil to make us bond and break up again. WAH. we dun care. we're gonna petition to be in the same class again. i prob won't be in the same class as them if they arrange us according to l1r5. sigh.

i'm not looking forward to orientation and all. no doubt it's good to be off from lectures and all for 2 weeks...but still....it's XIAN...and i already know roughly what will happen. it's about the same as orientation 1...booo.....why...

i think i need to lose ALOT of weight. haha. i look terrible in the SAJC uniform. and it's so uncomfortable. i miss my pinafore already!!!! i dun care. i'm gonna cont wearing pinafore while i still can!

uniform switch!

ok. firstly let me clear up some misunderstandings. i am not a basketballer. i'm a saint in saints for christ. =) but i do play basketball occasionally. when i feel sporty that is.

it's switch uniform day today. YAY! i wore cedar uni. haha. i can't wait to get my hands on SA uniform though. i love my class. it's really sad that we might split. sigh.

we went shopping for bbq stuff today. haha. i feel so mature just doing stuff for the class =) i'm so excited for tmr. i really hope we'll have a great time though.

get well soon rachie!