i'm so tired of everything. i think i'm seriously PMSing. so pls. if i all of a sudden just get pissed at you or i;m being childish and petty. pls forgive me. sigh.

i think something's wrong with me. i'm so tired about everything...even doing QT didn't help. i supposed it's cos i'm too distracted and focused on my problems then on what God had to say...thus..the only thing i wanted to do to forget about all my disappointments etc was by studying. which is weird cos anyone who knows me knows how much i hate it. i supposed that if i study well, i feel great and accomplished and nerdy. ah wellz. pls pray for me ya. i feel myself being drained away from God...=( and honestly, i feel like rebelling. against everything. perhaps i;m sick and tired of being nice, being good...i dunno. i think it's just the PMS and all the TV i watched all my life....

today's presentation skills workshop was fun. we got to be simon, randy and paula. haha. guess who i was???? i was randy...cos i;m so chao ta....heehee...i miss my chao ta already =( anyway. it didn't go as bad as i thought it would. i somehow managed to ramble. though of course it was pure rambling...but nonetheless. i felt it was pretty natural. at least compared to the times i had to rehearse our presentations in front of MET. now THAT. was scary.

ohh ohh...i'm hooked onto this book i read in the sch library. it's a christian novel which i picked cos it was...err...christian. i wanted to see how God can speak through that book. the descriptions suck. i mean....who on earth compares someone's voice to gravel running down an aluminium funnel. their descriptions are just....WEIRD...anyway. i didn't expect it to have a portion on bgr. now it placed me in this lovey dovey romantic mood. God save me....i seriously think homones are getting into my head...BAD BAD....and in the book...there was this part about a secret admirer who dropped a love note into her locker. and when i got out of the library, i found a note on my bag! my mind was like "WHOW....NO WAY!!!" and then i read it and it said (in a horribly scribbly writing) :" hi glory! i love you" and in smaller writing "and i'm stalking you wahahaha" i was practically melting, excited to know who this person was....and then i saw this joker's name : SU HUI =) and my bubble of hope BURSTED. DARN IT. ah well...nvm. i still love u su hui. =) and guess what??? i'm gonna have it laminated/framed in my room

word of the day: ENDOPLASMIC RETICULUM. how could i forget that word???? bio's so fun.....

man. i feel like i'm in J2 already. we just received the a levels booklet. and were told to register for a levels soon.....like WHAT!??!?! i JUST finished my Os last year and now....THIS?!?!? the education system in Singapore is seriously stressful. and it's bad. cos when u are stressed u can't perform as well as you could cos u get the heeby jeebies and all that butterfly park in ur stomach. and thus, productivity decreases. how on earth can our country benefit from that!?!??! since

education system in Singapore = stress

and

stress = decrease in productivity

and

decrease in productivity = bad for the development of country

therefore education system in Singapore = bad for the development of country

then again. from what i learnt in SS in sec 3 and 4. that's absolute rubbish cos we need to be educated so we have good leaders for the future. hahahaha.

studying is good. better start for A levels!! =)