i'm starting to get a taste of the after As life...and i realised how much i over-rated it. :( i think i overestimated it and i have to admit.....i'm BORED. -__________________-'''

i can't believe i just said that. BUT IT'S **GASP** TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't want to watch tv anymore despite having so many shows to watch cos....i numbed my ass.

i tried to clear my rubbish out of the room...as much as i tried...i didn't clear much becos there's so many stuff that i realised i can't clear just cos i might need it in the future :S

i want to go out.....like go horse riding or go to the zoo...

i need to start on my portfolio soon. dearie me.

i have a very good mind to complete my ten year series becos i'm bored and don't want to waste my money by throwing them away.

i'm so bored i'm facebooking more than i should.

i'm so bored i've become too lazy to move from my laptop just to pee and eat and sleep.....and that's another reason to add to the "why i'm getting fat" list below the "preparation for the As". i'm getting so fat i'm embarassed by my own body...and i no longer refer to my body as a body but a piece of pork lard....no....a soggy piece of lard. OH MY...it's terrible. i need to go exercise before i start melting and spilling out of my clothes :S