oh my goodness. this gigantic tagboard is starting to get on my "digusting" list. i can't believe i even liked it. maybe it's the pinkness that's getting on my nerves. or maybe it's just the size. ARGH.
one of my close friend was feeling really down today. she didn't say why. she refused to say anything, and though she said through her lips that everything was fine, everything else about her was SCREAMING at me "HELP ME!!!"
...yet..what can i do???
i wanted to help her so badly. seeing how hurt she was made me hurt. but her refusal to let me help her hurt me even more. i mean. i'm your friend. can't u at least let me help you or just lend a listening ear? i'm not exactly the bestest at giving advice cos i'm so dumb...but i can always just sit next to you and just listen to u or just accompany u while u cry or smth.
ah well. sometimes i wonder whether these people are my friends. perhaps they are just... ahhh..i don't know... =
anyway. this whole jc boyfriend girlfriend thing is pretty amusing. hahaha. that boy like girl, girl don't like boy, boy thinks girl likes him and thus stands a high chance, girl thinks boy doesn't like her, wonders aloud if he likes her. oh man. love life is so complicated. and u know what. all that happened to the same 2 people. GEE...
of course, there's always the UP sides and the DOWN sides to such things. for the UP side, ur friends get weirdly elated when they see their eye candy or even when their eye candy looks at them in the eye or even wave at someone else behind them (but they insist he/she was waving at him/her). on the DOWN side. your friends get super depressed as well when their eye candy does something bad. it's fun of course, playing matchmaker, inputting impossible fantasies in their brain, or even forcing them to sit next to one another, linking all sorts of small things to create one big love story or scandal. haha. oh man. these are the exciting highlights of JC life.
i'm cool with it. so long as i'm not the one in this relationship thing. frankly speaking. i'm not ready for it. and i feel God thinks so too. yea. HI 5 GOD! i;'m happy with God as my Man...or rather...GOD =) He's always faithful, responsible, fulfills His promises, gives AWESOME rewards, loves u unselfishly etc etc. and best of all. He never fails. isn't He the coolest life partner ever??? see if ur boyfriend can beat that! HAH =D
ok. i'm rambling rubbish. oohh.. i downloaded I.E 7. it's cool i love those flashy round round things that shows how much it has loaded. just not used to all the different layout. but cool nonetheless. all thanks to digital life =)
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