i feel handicapped.
my laptop apparently lost his internet connection...somehow....i dunno how. maybe i dropped it along the way from church. i need to find it back...QUICK. sigh. right now, i have to work on photoshop on my comp, save the file in my harddisk, transfer the harddisk to my mum's laptop and then attach the file to email to get it sent out. BLAh. i feel as though i;m one of those professional graphic designers that uses 2 Macs to work on. of course, i don;t own 2 macs. actually, i dun even own a single one...(though i secretly wish i did)
it's been a rather long time since i last updated. i must say, i am proud of myself these past month. i've been faithfully doing my tutorials and my maths teacher gave me an "excellent effort!" for my work and i got a "good effort" and hershey chocolate from my lit teacher. haha. i love feeling like i;m in primary school all over again when we got nice little stickers or cool chops on our worksheets. ah yes. praise does wonders.
i've been struggling with my spiritual walk recently. in a way, all my service and work has actually intruded into the personal space between my creator and i, and thus, i suffer. its super difficult to get out of it. i suppose alot of good has come out of it. i was reminded of how pathetic i am without God. to realise that we are indeed nothing without Him. During this period of time, i realised how much i needed God, that only God and nothing else can satisfy me. As i did my quiet time today, somehow i felt that this period won't end soon, but there's a reason for it and it's gonna bring me to a next level. What the reason is, i'm not sure, but i feel that God is telling me to continue to persevere and press on. it's a great comfort in knowing that although i can't feel Him at times, He is still there and nothing can separate me from His love. :)
MY GOD RAWKS.
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