i always knew gossiping tore people and relationships down. but i never really understood it. until today it struck me.

i wasn't even bearing the brunt of the gossip. maybe it shouldn't even be considered gossip cos it was really true. just a matter of passing of information. i used to have a very good opinion of that person. friendly, caring, sensitive etc...but after what i was told of her...everytime i see her i think of it and everything changes..the whole impression, reading of body language, analysing her words etc. its really sad and scary how knowledge is dangerous....perhaps this is why they say innocence is bliss.

when you find out information about who is what and who's with who, you start becoming more sensitive to their movements and stuff that it all becomes weird. then you start wondering how come it's so obvious but yet you never noticed it. WHICH IS WHY I'M ALWAYS THE LAST PERSON TO FIND OUT ABOUT HOT NEWS AND ONLY FIND OUT WHEN PEOPLE START TALKING ABOUT THEM.

it's like part of me is kaypoh and want to find out more, but another part of me doesn't want to cos of the damage it does to me, mentally and emotionally. like the person you look up to isn't as amazing as you once taught him/her to be.

oh well. so now you know...pls dun tell me bad stuff about people.

i live by this - innocence is bliss.