i finally stopped nuah-ing today. (ok. not really finally cos i went out on tuesday..which was 2 days ago. but time has really passed so slowly especially since i awake at 5.30 am ish every day cos of jet lag. can't help it. i am so tired by the time it is 5pm that i have to sleep at 10pm). ahem. anyhows. i finally got out of the house again and it felt REALLY REALLY good. like there is so much fresh air outside and it felt good to just take a deep breath and fill my lungs :) and i have thus concluded that despite the fact that no one else believes me (like how the pink ice lolly biscuits taste different from the rest) that singapore air smells different from overseas air. especially that in ang moh land/land of the whites. perhaps it's the humidity. idk.

anyhows. met up with huang in the morning to go recce cheryl's hse function room and discuss about the christmas outreach and we just sat and talked about art, school, what God has taught us and thoughts about the end times. somehow the two of us always end up talking about it. MUST BE HIS ARTWORK LA. always so symbolic and chronicles of narnia-ish. nonetheless, it was a good session of just sharing with him some thoughts. somehow i always end up in such situations where i share what God has taught me over the years, my experiences and all that with people around me. which is kinda cool :)

then huang abandoned me to meet his dad for lunch. haha. and so i wandered around j8 for a while cos i was scared of the lunch time crowd at the food court. and i tell you. there was this whole bunch of girls STALKING me. i was standing outside the cinema looking at what kind of shows to watch when i heard this giggling bunch behind me. thinking they were up to no good i hurry up left. when i got to popular they were still behind me giggling and whispering to one another. how annoying. oh my gosh. i felt like slapping them. then they finally approached me and asked me all sorts of funny questions like whether i could recommend any book to read, where i stayed, how old i was and stuff, all these questions interrupted with giggles and shoving between the 2 girls. i was like...bish *SLAP FOREHEAD*. the moment they took out a sketchbook i knew it was going to be some christian evangelism thing and i just told them i was christian so as not to waste their time and encouraged them abit and they ran away with this huge look of relief. as i continued to browse at the bookstore i felt another pair of girls staring at me and then whispering again and FOLLOWING ME AROUND POPULAR AND ASKING THE SAME QUESTIONS. omg...within the same location and within a span of less than 5 minutes. HELLO....firstly...if u want to evangelise. dun frighten people by stalking them and dun irritate them with your giggles and all. gosh. so disappointing. people. GET TRAINING FIRST. nonetheless. i should not be so mean to them since i myself never found the guts to do such things. i will probably humiliate the christian faith. hence. i shall applaud them for even taking the first leap of faith in doing street evangelism.

so after having enough of being stalked i headed over to the bishan library where i grabbed a handful of design magazines to read, a habit i picked up after Professor Ramsey told me to expose myself to designers and works so that i could improve on my compositional skills. those magazines are truly eye candy. haha. maybe i should ask for book vouchers and magazine subscriptions for christmas. i dun want to get clothes and other stuff that i prob won't use. at least i can get books and magazines that could help me develop my skills :) especially good are those with featured sites/designs and tutorials :) WHOO..

haha. anyhows. then i met up with derric, huang and mugen to further discuss christmas outreach. so there went my whole day. that was a long amount of time spent in the library for not studying. lol. finally not studying at the library and staying so long. haha. bishan library is like a giant fridge though. but i guess they have to do that to prevent people from studying too long there. it is seriously unbearable. u have to be a polar bear to sit there without a jacket.

meh heh. sleepy.

on the brighter side....my friends are done with their exams. YAY :) i shall no longer fear being alone :D