holidays =D

yay. and so my first 3 months of 2006 will be spent holidaying =D

well. i could have done a lot worse. but i'm sad that i still didn't get the results i wanted even though i studied and practiced for the papers. ah wellz. disappointed with eng, chem and a maths. sad. i expected a hell lot more from myself. i don't even know if it was my best. perhaps not. but i know i studied a hell lot for chem. sad. my MCQ pulled me down. CRAPPERS! i mean of all things. BAH! as for a maths . i had a hell loads of careless mistakes. i mean 2x. x=4 therefore 2x = 4. **BISH!** crap la. felt so crap.

sad. my L1r5 score is out. not what i wanted. but at least i improved by like wad 9 points from mid years??? GReAT improvement =) pity those that deproved were compulsory subjects **cough ENGLISH** shit. i really want them to moderate aloT!!!!!!!! aiya. wadeva. i mean. i studied hard and all. and i havent failed anything...so far =) maybe i'll fail bio and lit. considering that i didn"T study. besides. i ddin't have enuff time. so study dun study will get bad results. plus. i never intended it to be counted for my prelims L1r5.

anyway. there's all sorts of laws coming up on blogging. i think it's dumb. i mean. isn';t a blog a place for us to rant. for us to express our feelings???? it's an outlet for us. if it weren't for blogs. where the hell are we supposed to like vent our anger on???? we're all gonna grow mad. not to forget the loads of stress from studies and work that singaporeans get every single day?? if you're gonna make every negative thing sue-able. then wad's the use of blogs? people dun exactly have happy days all the time. we're not in lalaland or some fairy wonderland. though i wish it does exist. say good bye to Os!!!! ah wellz.

hell about such rantings. for all i know i might get sued for something like being anti government. HUH! like i know anything about politics. NAH. i only know our prime minister and president. who cares about the rest. you definitely won't see me in parliament. (now. if u see me on the news. you wouild know the reason why i;m there - i just got sued for being a lousy resident) and now i get sued from making fun of them. as amy teo's ex-msn nick says. SO SUE ME! ah well =D

it's very sweet how people are starting to write those nice confessions, thank you notes etc to their friends aka me. it's sweet. i wanna tell them too. but i reckon i'll express myself better in words on paper. so ever wondered why i'm rather unexpressive to your love???? cos i dunno how to respond. i'll explain some stuff. in letters to peeps in church, to my classmates, to teachers. etc. i seriously dun wanna leave ij. ah wellz. we gotta move on someday right???

wadeva

your a stay at home mother!(or father)u love kids and everything about kids! u care about
other and not just about urself. good job

~.~Wuts ur dream job?~.~ (~with great anime pics)!!!!
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WAhAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA. this is so inaccurate. a stay home mother?!?!!?!? stay home? maybe. mother??? hahahaha. both???? WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA. lousy but hilarious quiz =D

Rings on Fingers
Wearing no ringsWearing no rings at all suggests that you want to live a simple, no-frills life. You are sincere, trustworthy, peaceful, clever, hard-working and always want to learn new things. You tend to shy away from crowds and avoid conflict whenever you can.

hmm. quite true. considering that i'll prob put my rings on chains and make it a necklace. haha. i hate stuff in between my fingers. so weird. makes my hand so heavy summore. heh.
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Baggy Jeans
Wearing baggy or oversized jeans is a sign of people who are somewhat insecure, lack self confidence, and feel inferior to others. Others wear them to conceal their temperament or for simple reasons such as hiding their less than perfect figure.

well...true to the first part. but the second part???? haha. i think baggy jeans make me look fatter.
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The Pattern of Your Tableware
White - Simplicity is your signature style. You like to stick to your daily routine and don't mind at all that there's not much excitement in your life. You are sensible and well in control of your emotions.

yea!!!!
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Your Favorite Zoo Animal
Tiger and Lion - If these two are your favorite, it indicates that you are brave. You are a leader and enjoy solving problems--both yours and others. You like to be away from chaotic places.

actually...i only chose the tiger and lion cos there wasn't horse =( besides. i'm not a leader. but i like solving problems. not those which crop up kind of problems, but more of IQ puzzles =D but i got low IQ.
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Your Pet's Name
Named after their characterChoosing a name such as Blackie, Spot or White means that you are fixed by society's rules and traditions. You weigh out consequences carefully before taking any action. You are reasonable and think thoroughly before making a decision.
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yawn. i'm sick of doing aep. sigh. 4 more pages though. =(

ok. enough with personality tests. haha.

for post-exam activities, we had talks from JCs etc, career guidance stuff and retreat.

the retreat didn't exactly help me to let go some of the things i have within me. but one thing i realised was how tight i'm clinging on to my time in IJ. to my brudders, my friends. i didn't break until deb came to hug me. and i cried too. it's sad. i don't wannt leave them. we were like hugging each other, sobbing away, refusing to let go of one another. i must admit. i never hugged anyone so tightly before. i mean. can u imagine?? all these while in my secondary life, they have been my pillars of support, giving me a sense of belonging. and yet, soon..it will all be gone. sad. i wana tell them how much i love them. tell them how much i appreciate them. i promise myself i will write a letter to every special person i know to let them know how great they have been. how much impact they have made in my life. especially my brudders. NJRC has really brought us close together.

i remember when we were in sec 2. we all joined ARC. at that time, despite the fact that we were from the same class, only clarissa and i were close friends. in fact. i don't think i ever talked to su hui or debby my entire sec 1 life. sad. i met novita during SYF/NDP. she was in front of me. as for denise?? i never met her till ARC. same for tiffany. as for anne marie. yvonne and i used to try to break her out of her bookwormness, trying to get her to laugh, smile more and even relax. well. we sort of succeeded. considering the fact that anne marie is a more cheerful person and you don't see her carrying a story book around during recess. instead. she EATS and TALKS CRAP with us. or rather..we talk crap and she laughs and blushes. the formation of Oasis has truly brought us to a higher height of friendship, considering that we won together, stressed out together, went high together and painted me together. how many people will get a chance to experience such highs and lows?? so much emotions. i don't know how to express. all i wanna do now, is to hug them as tightly as possible to tell them how much i love them.

thanks for being such great people. there will never be a farewell among us right??? i know i had refused to say farewell to all my friends during the retreat. i believe we will still remain as friends. just as khai and i have.
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i know it's time to move on with life. yet. it is all so hard. trying to decide where to go next is difficult. but then again. just being able to qualify for JC is already a tough task. i mean..the cut off point for sciences are like 9 and below kind. IT'S SO ANnoYING! i can't even get a single digit. let alone a L1R5 that starts with the number 1.

i love ij. i finally understand why God placed me in IJ instead of st nicks. instead of xin min, instead of any other school even though my PSlE score was below the cut off point. i remember how i chose IJ because they offerred aep. how that one choice, brought me to a school, in which i'd never regret going to. how the memories of everything would stay within me. within my heart. from sec 1 teachers, to peer support, to cca, to everything. all those things that each one did for me was just AMAZING. up to this date. i still remember clearly. if i ever have a daughter, i'll send her to IJ. i mean. how many school's are able to instill such school spirit within their students???? try as they might, the ij spirit is the strongest =D

the ij spirit's living on...
it's stretching far and far beyond.
it's never gonna die.
it's gonna live
in each of us.
and we will keep it burning burning strong
the flame of zest lies in us all along
always inspiring us
to go on....

indeed. the song lives it up =D

more tests

The Real You
LOOK! MORE TESTS!!!

THE REAL YOU
Here is the analysis:

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

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What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

by the way, i am not in love wadsoever. just stumbled on these tests and did them for fun. haha

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What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:

Bright and CheerfulYou are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

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What does being a friend really mean to you?

You value your friendships: 40%You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.

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Jealousy Test
Jealousy Level: 60%
You are a jealous person but you try not to let it showYou often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.

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The Hang Glider
Here is the analysis:You love fair relationship with your boyfriends. You like a simple wedding. It can merely be cohabitation without wedding, or you live separately with your husband. Despite all these, you will still have a good time together until you become a grandmother or a grandfather. Then, you are still good friends who always living the rest of your life together

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and that shall be all for the day =D