RAHHHHH.

i'm annoyed. frustrated. FUCK.

i can't sit down and do my aep properly. it's just so...URGH. and i'm restless.

so i try making full use of my time by STUDYING...but i can't!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK.

i feel so drained of energy. i don't want to do anything. i feel uncomfortable doing anything and everything. except drinking coke.waha. coke rocks =D

i wanna go out to cycle. catch some breeze to loosen my muscles and bones. RAH. so tired. so sick and tired. thazz why we shudn;t have prelims! it'll kill people like me! people like me who can't sit down and study! why the hell did i take 9 freakin hard subjects. RAH.

and i can't continue slacking like this. o levels is coming soon! rah

anyway. i shall divert my attention on this frustrating stuff and concentrate on my wonderful time i had yesterday at the gathering. ok. it wasn't very exciting or wonderful. was rushing to somerset mrt cos i was going to be late. i didn't expect to meet khairul at dhoby gaut cos i thot i was the only one rude enuff to be late. HEH HEH. anyway. this guy just came up to me and said "xiao jie" in some weird quacky voice that's abit guy yet girly. looked up and to my surprise, it was khairul. and that ass hole was laughing at me for still being so short. i'm sorry. pls forgive my shortage of growth hormones. apparently i had so kindly left them in my mother's womb for my younger brother who is growing like i dunno what. both horizontally and vertically. sadly, not mentally.

we reached and mrt station and realised we were sort of the last. alvin saw me and he was like "wait wait. who is this???" i STARED at him. hoping that out of my eyeballs would come punching gloves to punch that stupid face to wake him up. he almost got killed by reg and i for not recognising me. ahahahaha. but of cos. we didn't cos we're such nice people =D

we went down to cine, where we stood outside for God knows how long trying to decide where the hell to eat. apparently, our initial plans were to eat at pasta mania and sit there and chit chat and catch up on one another. but apparently, some people didn't want to eat at pasta mania. so guess wad???? we ended up at BK. -_______- that was WHY i didn't why so many other people to come. hard to decide where to eat. lucky there was irsyad who was a very fast decision maker. unlike me. who won't decide until i make sure everyone is happy. it was obvious SOME people weren't happy. anyway. they didn't look happy the entire way. i was basically stuck in between regina who was quite annoyed by the presence of someone, with the black faces of another group who were so extra among my clique. so yea. but i didn;t show my displeasure to make everyone happy. there was clearly this division la. hui hui and gang formed one, while khairul and the rest of us forming another. it was like this since primary sch. but they came only cos yy called them. ah wellz. nvm.

we wanted to go play pool after dinner cos apparently hui hui's gang didn't fancy the idea of sitting there talkin. they had to smuggle me in considering the fact that i'm under 16. haha. but by the time we reached there, the place was full. so we decided on bowling instead. SADLY. when we got into the lift, we realised we were headed in the wrong direction, thus, we settled on the arcade =D which was fine for me anyway.

oh! i mustn't miss out this part. at the entrance of the arcade, i saw this really really cute, hot, handsome guy! **swoons** he's like tan, mixed blood, gorgeous body and everything i would die for. ok. maybe i won't die la. but i realised my eyes were glued to him for a while until i had to pull my eyes off him cos it was rude to stare. haha.

anyway. once again. certain people weren't happy. could tell by their refusal to do anything except stand around with black faces. either that...or their face is always like that. sad. i played some star wars racing game. haha. quite amusing. feel damn pro with those controllers. but i lost la. sad. felt that game cheat my money. it wasn;t as if khai and i were racing. we were playing against the comp. SURE LOSE ONE LA! but we had FUN! irsyad was very sweet. bought loads of tokens for us to play. haha. his treat =D played loads of air hockey. heehee. for a guy. or rather gay, khairul hits very....erm..gently. the disc thingy could barely cross the net everytime he hits. wahahahahahhaa. loser. but it's damn funny. i mean. he's like gayer than before =D

we played all sorts of games. including dance dance revolution. which alvin and isyrad so sporting played for the sake of amusing us. i almost died laughing. obviously, they failed the first round. hahahahahahahhahahaha. being relative nerds, we enjoyed some brain games as well. those spot the difference, find the words kind. haha.quit eenjoyable. but we're cheapos la. like use one token for one player but actually like 6 people playing. haha.

we left for home at about 10.30 to about 11. took the nel back with khai since we were the only ones living in that area. we talked on the train and amused one another with blond jokes. it was quite embarassing having khairul laugh like mad at one blond joke. at least now he has a new favourite blond joke =d

ah well. all in all. it was a relative fun day =D hopefully. the plans of having a chalet for the grp will be taking place after the Os. and it better just be the few of us and no one outside the clique cos i could sense friction. so yea. =D