journalling is good. i was doing qt today when i felt really annoyed at myself because i simply could not wait for God. URGHz. yea. i know. i was really frustrated, knowing that this impatience just showed that God wasn't the God our my life, nor was He my everything.
i tried praying and all, but everything felt so fake, so hypocritical. figured i just needed to organise my thoughts and write down my struggle to see what happens. it was really good. as i wrote, my thoughts became organised, and i started flipping backwards and i saw how i grew spiritually during this year, how God was in my life, the things He did, my struggles and how He brought me out. bit by bit, things became clear. and for the first time this 2 months, i felt i was back on track again. =)
ok. i need to study. i need to start preparing for As.
NOW would my neighbour STOP playing the "i not stupid" theme song on the piano? i've been listening to him/her play for a few hours today consecutively non stop. URGHZ.
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