time is ticking by...and that means the OCIP trip is drawing nearer.
honestly, i'm more afraid than excited.
afraid of not being able to adapt, afraid of not being able to do what i was supposed to do etc etc, so many questios, so many fears.
the only good thing that is coming out of this is that i'm going to have to learn how to lead devotion, and hopefully, lead me to be bold enough to lead in other activities as well. Leading devotion isn;t about me but rather, asking God to plan it, seeking Him to ask Him what He wants. i don't think i have everything He wants on the plan, but having to plan for devotion also made me sit down and really wait upon Him, to really seek Him, and it helped me to settle my heart and mind down, and it felt really good being able to spend PROPER time with God again. thank you God for this opportunity to grow, learn and develop further =)
perhaps this OCIP will turn out great in the end....hopefully... =)
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