reminiscing

i'm officially an old fart.

i can't believe time has passed so quickly and it's time for us J2s to step down :( on one hand i'm eager to do so because i know i need all the time in the world to study and catch up on my studies. YET...i can't bear to leave SFC :( my brothers and sisters in Christ. the ones who encouraged me and gave me the hope to trust and hope in God everytime i was down and out and in doubt. the ones who made me feel accepted and loved even without doing anything, the people whom i knew i didn't have to be anything else but myself to be accepted and be friends with. the times of fellowship, the many times they endured my nonsense and lameness, the times of laughter, movie and dinner dates, study sessions etc. you guys shared both joy and woes (mostly joys than tears and pain though). Thank you to all of you, who made my time in SAJC such a worthwhile and complete experience. i really really don't know what else to say.

As i re-read my journals to re-cap about what i've learnt during my time in SA and in SFC, i realised the many amazingly wonderful things that God has done in my life during this short yet most memorable time of my life. Indeed, i've seen how God has brought me through the O levels, the miserable and lonely times during orientation, the joy of growing closer to Him, the wonderful classmates and SFC mates, the seemingly impossible promotional exams to get promoted, getting through each and every exam and miraculously making it through every single one. i'm amazed at how abundantly God has blessed me with. Thank you God.

it's scary how time is passing so quickly, with prelims just around the corner. i don't know how, with my current results, i am ever going to make it to the uni. by faith i supposed. it's the only thing that'll help me on. alongside with friends and hardwork of course.

If God has brought you to it, He will bring you through it :) i'll trust in You.