it's time for hell week once again. it's FINALS. yes. it's super fast and it's CRAZY. i'm kinda sad that the quarter is so short. ever since i've discovered sketchbook and it's helpfulness i'm just craving for more. not to have to do it for grades, but more to improve my skills. so sadly, i wish i had more time to explore with the help of my professor. ah wells. 

nonetheless, this quarter meant working in color so here's my second pastel work. it was my v.day date but now in color. ladies and gents, this below is the still life, 36 x 48 inches large, done in cursed pastel. 

and me with it....
then. this is another pain in the ass - optical mixing. aka pointillism. ie. painting with DOTS. it's not just stippling. it's mixing two different colored dots optically to get a color. it was paintful to not be able to just paint broad strokes into huge areas. my dots were so small people couldn't tell they were dots :S yes. i tend to kill myself by being an overachiever sometimes. i ask for it. boo. 

and yes. my secret admirer is finally out. no. it's not kimchi boy. told you guys so!!!

 it is....

*gasp*

 a girl! 

thankfully, it's dear naomi. she's such a sweetie pie. so at least i'm thankful it's not some weirdo lesbian chick. yeek. she did send it to my other friends, but SOMEHOW....they didn't get it. FLAWED STUDENT SERVICES. tsk. so unreliable. so yeah. the end. hahahahah anti climatic after the previous post. 

[add] oh yea. i found out the reason why my room stinks occasionally. it's cos my newest roommate doesn't brush her teeth at all. she wakes up, changes, grabs a can of soda and goes. i am also aware that she just goes to bed without brushing her teeth either. so she's not one of those i dun brush my teeth in the morning because it's already clean from last night. i think she uses the acid in the soda to clean her teeth :S and the reason why it stinks is cos when she sleeps...all the grossness comes out..you know...like when you snore or breathe through ur mouth when u sleep??? 

this fact only striked me when i came in to my room after being out the whole afternoon and she was already in bed sleeping. now if she tells me again that she saw a ghost in the room i would slap her. the last time she said that happen also happened to be the time my friends and i were in the room doing work and she went to bed early. i was like dude. what the heck are you talking about. at 1am you were asleep cos i slept at 2am and she went to bed at like what...10pm!!!?? craziness.

ANYHOWS. exciting fact of the day. disney came to my school to talk about internship and boy am i excited for it. can't wait to get through some of my major classes and then go attend it. it'll be an amazing adventure. thinking about it just makes me want to cry tears of passion and joy. ho ho ho. excitingness :D :D :D :D :D and I REALISED...people who work in disney change. they talk like disney characters. very cartoon and hyper and optimistic and overly happy. hahahha. it's funny. lol. MAYBE I'LL COME BACK LIKE THAT AND ANNOY EVERYONE ELSE WITH MY OVER HAPPINESS :D MUAHAHAHAHAHHAA