ok. it's official. i'm back to square one on housing. 

naomi bailed out on me.

i'm not blaming her though i'm pretty upset about it. she would have made such a wonderful roommate. still, it's not her fault that in this economy, everyone is just trying to save some money. I would live with her in the dorms, but being an international student who stays through summer, i can't afford having to continuously shift in and out of the dorms just because scad can't keep folks in there over breaks. 

my current dilemmas include finding a new roommate to whether i should live alone in an apartment or live with total strangers (females of course) or to go back to the original combination of emo nemo michelle, gay maggie, and disgusting druggie ally. 

oh good Lord...help me. i'm practically on breakdown for housing. it's sucking up my time and energy. HOW NOW BROWN COW?!?!

i'd really not mind living on my own in an apartment cos I wouldnt have to deal with issues of cleaning, cooking and costs. but at the same time. that means I'd not have anyone to rely on in the event of an emergency etc. also. i'll be lonely. and i'll be miserable. i don't exactly need company 24/7. that tires the crap out of me. but i dont want to be all alone. i need more friends :(