Wednesday, June 01, 2005

hi anon

well well..look who's back??? anon! LET'S WELCOME HIM/SHE/IT BACK =)

appreciate your comments and all. thanks for the model answers and advices given.really. but the idea of not knowing who u are...kinda irks the shit out of me. thanx. i've been rather constipated lately and here you come along =)

i'm sick of everything. can u imagine?? every single morning..my mum has to come remind me that it's my O level year. that i have to study. she talks as if i'm stuck in lalaland or sumthing. and she thinks it's not enough. here comes along. hey. how did cheryl do?? how did so and so do??? and she treats my extra holiday lessons as remedial lessons. wow. just what i need. i'm so sick and tired of everything dude. feel like running away. i dun even have the heart to do my quiet time. as much as i know that God will speak to me and all..hiaz. perhaps all these things in my head about "God speaking to me" is really a hallucination. something i created to comfort me and reassure me that somewhere out there in this hell lot of a world. someone loves me. i dunno. i think i'm hearing voices. cool. so now i have imaginary friends. what next?? imaginary pets?? can't be. i've gone past that stage in primary school.

yes. i'm pmsing. esp to my family. i cant wait to reach the right age and go get my own hse. who wants to come stay with me??? lalalalalaa...so many things to do. lalala.

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