nostalgia

was packing for tmr's church camp when mum called me in to get some of my stuff back to my room.

guess what it was???? presents from my 13th surprise birthday party. sniff. brings back so many memories. how my friends in church organised them and all. reading all their letters to me etc. sniff sniff. memories just hit me like a wave from a tsunami. SOBZ. it's sad that we are no longer as close as we used to be. all due to the june church camp like this one held that year. as for those who were unaffected by it. we sort of drifted apart.

it's weird how we got together in sec 1 and then i got separated from them when arc began and i found another group of close friends. they were my close batch of friends when i was lost and lonely in IJ, sigh.

had a great time at yf today. it was a VERY VERY small group compared to the usual. dun ask me why. anyway, cg was pretty boring. i mean..it was all serious and stuff...come to think of it. i miss amy. i haven't seen her for dunno how long already. weird. anyway. games time was like never before. it's so much more fun now. and at least we win =) kelvin is damn funny. haha. was so nervous about being the last to recieve the drawing msg and then DRAW it out. but guess what???? i got the closest to the actual thing. so we got an added 5 points. not bad eh?? as a result...we won first overall. beating the second team by 5.5 points. good rite???

somehow..i'm happy yet not happy about where i am right now. i wish i could be more open though. hmmm... yf can be both something i look forward to and something i don't exactly look forward to. i dunno.