i dreamt that i got into nanyang. and i almost died of shock. thank goodness it was just a dream. i got so freaked out i went to check my postings immediately even though it was 10 yet. i wanted to give it a shot. lo and behold. it was up already. thank God!
i got in SAJC. **victory dance** yay. i'm gonna have peeps like su hui, deb, cheryl, tsura, brandon,yijie and eugene. haha. ok the last 4 guys dun really matter to me cos i barely know them...but i love the first 3 girls. heh. it's so exciting! at least i know i won't be alone or smth. plus. since most of the yfers our age are going to SA, we can have prayer meetings, a SA CG hahaha...i'm all excited already. =) i can't wait to see what God will use us to do in SA =)))))
but still...i'm stuck between SA and going for project serve. i've been wondering about it. but now that i know i'm going to SA makes it even harder. i'm wondering if that's really what God wants me to do and yea...it's so DIFFICULT.. RAH..annoyance. how do you know whether it's really God or whether it's just you and your pathetic brain? rah rah rah. and it's not helping that my parents are ok with both choices. i wish i had less liberal parents at times as such as these. bah. God..pls guide me!
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