God's mercy

i've always loved it when the exams are over.

ok. so i'm definitely not going to pass all my papers, but i still want to thank God for giving me undeserved mercy. especially for my bio, in which i knew if i did badly again i might just get killed by ms de silva. she's just...SCARY.

anyway, the bio paper went smoothly, even if i didn't manage to finish the paper. at least this time i feel at peace with what i've done. or rather. what God has done. i never felt so grateful, and i've finally felt it with my heart, His mercy and grace.

no doubt His death of the cross is the greatest amount of mercy and grace given to all of us, but being born and bred in a christian famiy, i soon grew numb to this, accepting this only as a fact, never understanding it. but if such a small thing such as help in the exams when i least deserved it seemed so great. imagine how much greater it is when i finally understand this mercy that was shed on the cross.

Thank you God.

anyway, the haze is bad. i feel like i'm acting in some spooky ghost show everytime i walk down the street when the sun has set. everything is so smoky. just like how there's always mist everywhere when a ghost is about to appear. hahaha. whatever. the smoke is annoying. and it's not helping that annoying little kids are still playing with sparklers and all adding to the bad enough polluted air that we breathe.

"this **hack** is the **COUGH COUGH** air **WHEEZE** i **GASP** breathe...."