i'm really thankful to God for giving me so many friends and brothers and sisters in Christ to encourage me during such a time. thanks for hearing me whine and directing me to God instead.
Thank you Lord for always being so gracious to me even though i'm such an asshole and seldom grateful for all you've done.

i can do it!!!!!!!!!

funny how i felt God had been so silent and all of a sudden verses of encouragement and hope just start raining down on me. man...God...you really do have a weird sense of humour. ;p

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. ... ... Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him."
-James 1:2-12

"And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast. "
-1 peter 5:10

i'm in JC. i was brought here, i was brought this far, what's a little more??

Faith, perseverance and hope. my fuel for the As.