i'm so unproductive that even IVF can't help me in my production. BAH. i mean.i spend like more than 12 hrs in school but my slower than snail pace in studying/working isn't quite helping me. OH DEARIE ME. i need 10000 hours a day and study till i drop dead and eyeballs pop out and bounce around me to mock me so i would give them a break and stop trying to read between every single letter in the question to find the secretly hidden answers.

i'm being very unhealthy nowadays. i drink coffee, teh-bing, not water. i eat loads of cup noodles that my stomach and body is rejecting food. so my stomach is hungry, but i just have no appetite. i honestly thing i'm screwing up my body. i eat, sit, study, sleep, repeat. stuff my body with so much wax from the cup noodles that by the time i finish my A levels, you might be able to get a life-sized gloria wax statue for the madame tussaud's museum...that is if they even needed my statue.

ah...just a little while more. meanwhile...enjoy the love from the muslim store aunty :)