i;m such a bummer

i feel that i'm working less as compared to what i used to for prelims. BAH. oh the horrors. and i'm not even prepared for the mock exams. let alone the actual As. THIS IS TERRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh dearie me. i'm slacking so much. facebook, blog surfing, neopets. ah yes. the bane of all slacking activities. neopets. who says it's outdated? even though facebook is kinda on the "hip" list right now as neopets used to be...it still can't beat neopets on the time consuming and fun scale.

i made my younger bro pack his stuff to make way for his new secondary school stuff cos he's super free and bored. but even that useless bugger can't even clean up properly. i know we use only 10% of our brains...but i beg to differ for his case. lol. i'm such an EVIL sister. Looking at him pack is quite frustrating and the kaypohness within me was dying to do the packing and clearing for him. at least my room has less clutter now. i can't wait for my turn!!!

i think i've reached the state of heck-careness for the As. all the past exams and stuff as kinda numbed me to the thing thong thang of exams and grades. kinda sick and tired of my notes and stuff. but i dun think it really accurately reflects how much i've studied. HO HUM MY BUM...blarh. i'm officially screwed and only a miracle can save me.

on one hand i can't wait for haloween to arrive cos that marks the day i can start counting down to the ending of the papers and the start of my freedom. but on the other hand. i'm quite scared becos of the unpreparedness for the As. OH DEAR..lit, chem, maths and bio. DEARIE Me. not to forget there's GEEPEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. SOBZ.

oh bummer.

oh ya. i realised that coffee really helps me to sit down and study properly....for a few hours at least. once i start getting fidgety it's quite hard to study. but it's still better than nothing. when i get fidgety i feel like i;m going to get fits soon because that's how fidgety i feel. i'm wondering if one day halfway through my exams i'll start having fits from the adrenalin rush released by the coffee and the stress of the papers. at least then i;ll have an excuse for not doing well.

studying in the study room at the clubhouse has made me find out more about my neighbours. the management is dumb to set the KTV room in between the 2 study rooms and the worse thing is...it's not sound proof. hence...while studying, i get a free session of familiarising myself with songs like "tong hua", "lao shu ai da mi", jj lin songs "mu nai yi", "yi qian nian yi hou" and "dou jiang you tiao". chinese songs are really quite nice and once the As are over i shall be the one to irritate the study room users. LOL. i believe it saves more moolah than k box. seriously, my neighbours cant sing for nuts and the repeated songs they sing within one session just goes to show how little songs they know. there's this cannot sing guy who goes to the KTV at least once every week cos every saturday he's there hogging the room, singing the same ole songs. the worst part is he can't exactly reach the high notes. so imagine how much i cringe in my seat as i study. i honestly doubt that the goosebumps i get ain't from the cold aircon but rather from his singing.

hmm..slight more than a month to freedom :)