I'M BEING EMO :( STUPID PERIOD. GRRRRRRRRRR

PMS ain't just PRE...it's meant to be PERMANENT MENSTRUAL SYNDROME. before it comes, PMS is meant to warn u about it's arrival. when you're having it, PMS is meant to be a warning sign to others around you not to trample on your toes. After your period is over, PMS is merely a good excuse to use when u're being snappish.

HAR HAR. the only one good thing about being a woman. PERIOD :D (GET THE PUN?!?!?)

ah wells...

i was looking at the SCAD facebook grp and though i'm all excited about school, i'm really afraid about the whole fitting in, the difference in culture and all tha jazz. Everyone there is just excited about partying, drinking, hooking up with guys/girls, tattoos and piercing. all of which are ....errr...yeah. :(

so apart from all that excitement, there's this whole dark and grey and thick depressing cloud and i'm glad that i have a few days in the dorm alone to cry my heart out to God if there's a need for me to do so. oh emo emo... :(

anyway. just watched the new channel 8 9pm drama and it's really quite sad that alot of parents are just so busy for their kid. I feel very sad about it cos it may seem unimportant since the physical needs are met by like day care centres, maids and grandparents. sadly, that's not true that the kid is happy. there's alot of emotional needs that aren't met and it affects the character and self esteem of the child. aiya..this show is so emo about broken families. not like broken broken...more handicapped la. lousy mothers, lousy parents, lousy husband etc. i hope my family will never be like that :(

i had a strange dream last night. i have so many strange dreams i can write a book on them :)

i dreamt that my mum died/disappeared..whatever..basically i lost my mum la. then i was abit sad and i lamented that i missed her scolding and nagging. and somehow....i had a stepmother. and the moment i lamented and decided to rebel against my new stepmother (who was by the way...quite young), she herself started nagging and all. and then i switched 180 degrees around and decided i didn't miss my mum's nagging and annoying behaviours cos it still exists. hahaha.

then i went back to school and for some reason, my dream me existed in that dream before i got in and apparently i got this huge jock boyfriend. like the archie comic bad guy kind. haha. and then he died doing some stunt or smth. then i got all emo and sad and decided to self pity and be emo the whole time while my friends and teachers fuss around me. and then i ponned school. HAHAHA

weird dream. weird brain la. no biggie. haha! and thus ends gloria's small snippets of her big life :)