yf was great today =) i felt happy. haha
anyway, today God just mainly reminded me of how much He loves me even if people don't accept me and all. whenever i feel loved by Him i feel so much more confident and i truly understand what it means by being free in Him. He reminded me that no matter what He is there and He still loves me. we gave each other loads of hugs during worship. it was great.
for cg time we did our own devotions again. just wanna say thank you to kelvin for giving us psalms 31 to read. i think it was a better passage that God used to speak to me. the other judges passage was so typical model answer that i felt that it wasn't speaking to me cos somehow i couldn't really relate to it. not that i'm super obedient and all. for starters i haven't even been doing qt.
during devotion i was reminded of all the hurts i had. from family, friends etc. it was truly as if what the verse had said. that i was a piece of broken pottery (or sumthing like that). but somehow deep inside me i knew that even if i were a piece of broken pottery God can still make me useful and beautiful again. Healing me with His loving powers. i didn't know what else to do but talk to God. and once again i saw myself with Him. i was a little girl. i looked like one and behaved like one. yet i was happy and true. we hugged one another and we hooked fingers as a promise that when i go to heaven one day the first thing we do when we meet is get a real hug. i'll run into his arms and he'll catch me and lift me up. =) we talked for awhile and then we were in some nice beautiful field. we were both lying on our backs side to side looking at the sky. it wasn't night, yet i felt as though i was looking at either clouds or stars. but whatever it was, we enjoyed each other's presence. i felt so happy, free and secure. confident in knowing that i don't have to worry about what He thinks of me.
God rawks. he loves all of us. even people like me. short, fat ugly, stupid, untalented etc. how much more will he love u???
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