ahaha. congrats yvonne. you made your way to my blog =)))
blah. my flashboard still doesnt work. darn it. ah wellz.
JC life is TOUGH. so many times i feel like giving up and i wonder why on earth did i stupidly place SAJC as my first choice and not nanyang poly. (it's not that i hate SA or anything. i love it. i just hate the education system) i end up cussing and swearing in my heart, and it is so discouraging when u study and still screw up ur tests and all due to nerves. a problem i seriously need to overcome.
yet, God is often there to comfort me and to reassure me.
i remember how i felt so lonely that day, and i was wondering whether i had lost all my friends in this new school, wondering what i did that would cause them to be angry. i felt upset and annoyed, but it all became better in the end. that day, the QT passage was exactly on friendship and it was really reasurring to know that even if all my friends abandon me, i still have Him =) it felt as if that passage was there specially for me. heehee. i'm SPECIAL =)
somehow, everything that i've been going through, all the stuff that God has been teaching me seems to be leading me somewhere. where that is i have completely no idea. in a way, it is both exciting and scary. i haven't gotten baptised though. but i know for sure i'm never turning back and i'm following Him down the difficult and narrow path. but it's worth it. no turning back....no turning back =)
i want to continue growing in Him, to know him better and all. and to really live a life solely for Him. and to know, that when i sing songs that say i solely live for Him, i truly mean it and live it out.
today's QT's right. to live is Christ and to die is gain. =) both ways...i gain. nananeepoopoo.
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randomness...
i believe i;m getting OLD....i'm having an acheing back...bah...might be the carrying of my bag. or the continuus slouching in class and lecture theatre. oh no....i'm old.......... =(((
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