life's good when there are friends

hm..God finally answered my prayers and for the first time in quite a long while, i had a fruitful QT. =)))

i realised today that the reason to why i felt my life didn't glorify God was because i don't think before i do anything or say anything. especially when it comes to my tongue. i'm super blunt, and most of the time i don't mean what i say. i usually say hurtful things when i'm playful or when i'm irritated. more often that not, i think only after i speak. of course, it's too late and often i continue on with life with that guilt in me, and i not only make myself unhappy, but i hurt others and God, and i tarnish the reputation of Christians =(

so you see. my horridness of my days and how i behaved made me decide not to blog because i was so ashamed and i didn't want to put up a fake front.

anyway, life's been much better now =)

we finally found out who are the exco members of SFC. it's not confirmed yet, but still. i'm happy. we went out for dinner together. ok. not all of us did, but still, it's a start to great bonds (covalent or ionic. whatever. whichever is stronger. haha. my chem sucks) between all of us and an...i really look forward to this formation of this BIG FAMILY =)))

i'm really humbled to be in the exco. regardless of position, what the seniors told jonathan was right. being chosen is really humbling. meeting canon benson was amazing. i mean, imagine being part of God's plan of a great work in your school???? Exciting and amazing right??? it's totally different from how it was in ARC. seeing how we commit every single thing to God, no matter how big or how small, how we really care for one another like how we prayed for rachel during sc commendation rehearsal. i'm just really thankful to God for showing me what it really means by God's family.

apart from this newfound family of J1s and J2s, i'm thankful to my brudders who has been with me all these while =) it's been a long time since we last got together and we finally had a gathering. ok. not all of us, just 4 out of 7, but better than nothing. it's weird how although su hui and i are in the same sch, we barely see one another. anyway, it was really great just telling one another what's been going on and sharing with one another. i've never laughed so much in a long time. i miss talking and laughing at almost every single thing we say. man. i really miss the lame environment. shared with them about my plans and all, and they offered good advice.

you know, i realised that all my life, i never had a best friend. the only person i could really be open and honest with is God. still, i'm satisfied with the friends that i have =)

there u go caleb =) updated. haha