wake up ur idea!!!!!!!

i'm sick of studying...even if i didn't do alot of it. but the bio is seriously overwhelming me. all that mitosis and meiosis crap. arghz. i believe all these studying will make my lysosomes BURST and release all that hydrolytic enzymes and digest all my cells and kill me. haha. bio rocks. i desperately need help in chem and maths.

i'm gonna fail my common tests. so badly that my grades can't even form the world "BODO(H)" (but getting a H for a grade is impossible. considering that it's not even a grade) my grades will make you sound amazed as u read it out --> OOOO =) yeps. many Os for OUTSTANDING. yea right. if only it worked that way.

the only good i see from exams is HOLIDAYS. =) simply cause i don't take every single subject that they offer at my school. yay to being unqualified to take 4 H2s. i'm happy =)

i'm super tired now. stayed over at chrystal's last night with sarah and amy to watch soccer. it was SUCH A BORING MATCH i was sleeping with my eyes open. portugal won in the end. yay. the only interesting part was when wayne rooney stepped stomped on the guy's balls. like OUCH. he got such a 'tude it annoys me. same goes with ronaldo. urghz. didn't manage to survive the brazil match, but found out that they lost in the end. ah wellz. pity those who placed their bets on brazil to win the world cup. they haven't been playing well anyway.

i'm disappointed in myself. haven't been behaving like a Christian. don't know what's going on with me man. kjajflsdjsdjksdjjfklad. i forgot all about today's comm meeting. actually, both the pub leaders that could make it forgot. Felt quite bad about it cos i didn't prepare for it. was supposed to reflect and evaluate on the team and my own progress. in a way, it was a wake up call for me. i realised that all this while in YF i've been serving for the sake of serving. i don't have the heart for what i'm doing. i've been such a horrible leader. i need to seek God for the direction of the team, to lead the team by His strength and plans, not mine. been living the past few days and perhaps even weeks by my own strength, my own will and all. horrible terrible me. WAKE UP YOUR IDEA MAN GLORY!!!!!!!