yay. so far. i'm on schedule for studying. question is whether i'll remember the stuff i studied after this. bahh...life sucks when ur memory is worse than an elephant or a goldfish. it's quite cool how before the holidays ended i was doing my QT and God just told me to go and do a schedule for my studying for the CTs. or maybe it was just me. i don't know. but it's quite cool how everything fitted in and how i still have spare time to watch soccer. hahahaha. YAY. and the coolest thing is that on the days that there's soccer at night, i dun have any paper or school the next day. WHOOTS! God rocks =)
my house is infested with ants. they seem to have nests all over the place. what is this??? i think a few colonies have started treating my house as their err...house. i have ants crawling on me. URGHZ. and worse of all. they are biting my fat ass....ARGHZ. stupid ants.
i think God has been really good to me. though things haven;t been great...with all that farness from God and failing of GP and arghz. everything. i was really feeling quite depressed at the end of the day. but i learnt and realised that all these while, God is just trying to teach me to rely on Him fully. and He gave me the concept of the sheep and the shepherd. you see, the good shepherd will give in His all for His sheep, giving them love, providing for their every need, protecting them even if it means endangering himself etc etc. u get the idea. and that's God. as for us, we're the sheep. and our job is to fully rely and depend on the shepherd. u know how dumb sheep gets. when they decide to go look for greener pastures they end up eaten or injured and the shepherd has to go and find them back. likewise, God knows what is good for us and if we decide to rely on ourself to get things that we think are good for us, we 'll end up hurt and all.
learnt this during QT today. we need to seek God by pushing hard
PUSH. you should know this: Pray Until Something Happens
H - Holy Living
A - Alertness to His voice
R - repentance
D - Desperate/Desire/Devoted
i like D the most. i need it the most too. i think it's the most basic thing. i mean, when u have it, automatically u will grow to want to live a holy life, u'll spend more time with Him, so u'll recognise His voice and be more in tune with it and u'll have a greater sense of righteousness yes? therefore the repentance thingy.
Read some Christian novel from the sch library and it's quite cool. language and all is really simply and lousy, but it's the content that counts. this girl was growing really close to God and her friends around her were all like non-christians and there was this bunch of kids that were like bullies and she witnessed them steal from the shop she was working in and they stole her car. being the bullies in the neighbourhood, no one dared to report them to the authorities simply because they were fearful. But God led this girl and gave her the courage to do so and He was just so clear in leading her it was way cool. throughout the entire process, she managed to influence the people around her and one by one they gained the courage to report to the police about what the bullies have done. at the last part of this series she got badly injured cos she was beaten by the bullies - bruises, broken jaw, cracked ribs, fractured shoulder etc. but her friends came and visit her and because of how she shone for God and how God worked in her life, her friends wanted to know about God . cool eh? hope we can see something like that in our lives. or even better. haha. why not? nothing is impossible.
Anyway, to those YFers reading my blog, pls pray for Joel Chong. He went for an operation and he's not healing well, bleeding quite badly. he's now placed in the Heavy Dependance Unit (HDU) something like ICU, but slightly better . yeps.
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