SFC interview

today's interview was scary

i was sitting there waiting for my turn, slowly morphing into a dying nervous wreck. i couldn't breathe properly and i could feel my heart POUND against my chest. i seriously felt like puking man. and my hands were so cold i could be mistaken for Bobby by the blind and turn the SAS swimming pool into a skating rectangle with my nervousness. by the way, bobby is the ice man in X men. haha. seriously. i could have fainted and died on the spot if i refused to hold on.

Thank goodness it's all over. **HEAVES A SIGH OF RELIEF** i reckon the two male teachers in SFC are total opposites. haha. one turned up all serious and all in long sleeved shirt and tie while the other turned up in erm...t-shirt and shorts looking as if he just woke up from bed. put them together and you get Mr Eric Tan. HAHAHAHAHA. it's true. reminds me of all the good times in ARC. somehow i always end up in CCAs that never have it's name read out in full. heh.

anyway. this interview is superbly different from all the interviews that i had. I was ushered into a room where there was this table seated with 7-8 people looking at u. if their eyes could shoot darts i would have looked like a porcupine by now. it was super intimidating. and even the questions were different, but yet, easier than what u would normally get. i didn't know what to expect, since we are after all a christian cca, so i knew there were gonna be questions about your spiritual life and all. but at the same time this was an interview for leaders. so i expected to get questions like what do u expect of a leader? haha. i didn't get any of those questions. got more of the what has God been doing in your life kinda questions. which was good cos it was answers from the heart. no model TYS answers that you could give =) and i walked out of the room feeling good about myself cos everything i said was true and i meant it. =) Whether i get a position as a leader or not doesn't matter. cos i'll still probaby end up staying late to help out and stuff. haha. call me itchy fingers. plus, God wants what's best for the CCA. if there's people more suited for the job than i am. so be it =) it feels good to be at peace. haha. now i wonder why i was so nervous. -___-'''

anyway, i stayed on in the library to continue studying. it was good for me. considering how undisciplined i am at home. i believe i should go to school to study more often. was intending to run after studying. but i forgot that i had to settle my lunch and i was too lazy to walk out of school and back again. haha. so i just left for lunch.

i randomly went to hougang mall and i ended up wondering why on earth i was doing there. i ended up at the library and i was about to borrow my books when i looked at the horrendous queue and i just dumped my books into the browsed box. anyway, hougang mall has changed so much. oh gosh. i can;'t wait for all the good food to come out. hahaha.

speaking of shopping. i realised my wardrobe needs changing =S seriously. sure took me a long time to realise that though, sadly, i'm stuck in the stage of knowing that i need to change but yet don't know what to do. it's annoying. my brother should bring me shopping. haha. i know it sounds weird. but he's the only person i'm comfortable with shopping with. we think pretty much alike, and i can trust him and his comments. hahha. my brother rocks. i love ya!

he brought me out for an X Men movie and a sakae sushi buffet treat which was long overdued. haha. the two of us ate like 25 + plates of sushi. our original target was 30 but we almost died stuffing ourselves with sushi for 2 hrs non-stop. can u imagine how terrified of sushi we were after that??? even the sound of some jap word that sounded sushi-like scared the daylights out of us. i'm serious! i believe i'll be staying away from sushi for quite a while.

ok this is superbly random:
it;s dumb how they keep coming up with stupid toys that repeat over and over again...the craze of yo-yos is back. only in the form of a stick. and this stupid kid happily flicked one right in front of my face while i was in the bus. kids. -__- you should be thankful i do not have scary reflexes like amy. haha. i still love u amy. u know that =))))