sigh

i had a great time at east coast today =) the original plan was to well....watch harry potter. but as usual, our darling amy calls the shots. she didn't want to watch it..so alrite. we went for lunch, with ailin, christina and i in amy and shaun's car. i thot amy would join us...but well..once again, she didn't. i just don't understand why. she seems to change her mind so...quickly. sad. but nvm.

i was quite scared that i wouldn't be able to cycle properly since i just learnt last year and have yet been given enough chances to practice. haha. but all went well. it was a hilarious sight seeing sarah struggling to blade, but it was very sweet of daniel to accompany her..though i must say he was laughing at her most of the time. hahahaha. typical of him. but nvm.

anyway. kelvin made a bet with us - that we would find sarah and daniel in 10/15 minutes time. the girls lost, so we had to drink half a litre of water. well. it wasn;t so bad surprisingly =) i managed to survive. only thing it felt sick to have water slushing in your stomach.

i didn't want to go home. some personal reasons. shan't type it here. no one knows why. i myself aren't clear why. so how would you know????? so i followed sarah and deb to shop for their prom stuff. though most of the time i felt invisible. nvm. i think i'm suffering from some psychological problem. i dunno. i've been thinking about it, and the more i think, the worse it gets.

it's scary. and i don't wish to share. i have learnt from eddie carbone (from the veiw from the bridge) and i realised, it is always better to settle for half, and not to be wholly known.