AHHH..the O level results are coming out. i'm confused, with all the different dates people are giving me. i don;'t know who to trust. there are like a million people saying its on the 6th, and half a million saying it's on the 10th, while some teachers...ok..one teacher said it was on the 10th. and it's ms k. the jo teo shanthi cross. AHHHH. she seems reliable. and it seems that everyone is sort of being converted to the idea that the results are released on the 10th!

stupid rumours.

i have a strong feeling i;m gonna get 14 points. now that's bad cos i can qualify for SAJC but it's not good enough to convince me to stay in JC. then again...nvm. i can always work doubly hard with God's help if He really wants me there =S

till then..i'm struggling like crap...i;'m usually half asleep in lectures. but that's cos my system automaticalyl shuts down when i can't understand and senses that i'm overly stressed. this saves me from going mentally insane. still. i'm not useless during this period. for during this time, i am highly entertaining to watch. esp to ni zhen. who kept laughin at me during chem lecture cos i was sort of a shut down. it's due to the lack of sufficient sleep. then again. it's worth sacrificing sleep for america's next top model. HAHAHA. love that show =)

chinese lessons have never been so fun either. i mean, we do things like chinese poems and humour adverts etc. quite fun, though sadly my chinese tutor is this old fashion woman who takes like a million years to understand our humour. which is highly lame and of course...punny. as a result, the pun ain;t funny anymore by the time we try to explain things to her. =(

life in jc is pretty tiring if you ask me. horribly tedious. by the time u get home u are dead beat. and u still have tutorials to complete and revision to do cause u din catch any ball during lectures. and the encyclopedia like textbooks are a turn off. unless u really read it then it actually is interesting. well...if you minus off the horrible lecturers, early morning starting hours, homework, tests, exams....jcs real fun =)

and my cca rocks too. hahaha. it's just like ARC...just...less stressful and non-competitive =) and guess what? you still get the family-bonding, God worshipping, environment that works in different departments just like ARC! still....i miss my bruddas. can't wait to meet up with them for lunch/dinner at cafe cartel on the day of our results. YAY!