ok. so the long-awaited day has arrived. the day was all normal, well, with extra extra lots of well-wishers from the people around me. seniors, classmates, teachers etc etc. they were all so sweet, esp all the sfc seniors. haha. all those prayers, smses, hugs, smiles, words of encouragement etc. oh. not to forget mr lim's sms prayer to us. haha. he's so sweet =)
it was such a horror just being one of the last few in your class to receive your results. i mean, there u are, waiting to know, and then u see everyone around u screaming and crying tears of joy/sorrow etc. and u feel so shit. seeing people cry makes u wanna cry too. but i held back. MUST be strong. i'm so happy for all my friends. they all got such GREAT results. hahaha. brudders did well. all of us qualified for JC =) YAY! of course, most of them had below 10. i didn't. but i'm ok with it =)
it wasn't what i had expected. it was better than i expected, still, i was disappointed with my maths, though my other subjects did improve or at least, were the grades i expected them to be. i'm glad God was really good to me. i didn't do so well such that i'm so happy with myself and the focus will just be me me me, neither did i do so badly that i want to jump off the building or just sink into depression. no no. i did...neutrally. haha. i think i was just thankful for my results. i suppose i was the most expressionless person in my class. no noise, nothing...then again. my friends aren't in my class. mostly in other classes bunched away in one corner going hysterical over their results =) so i didn't share my neutralness/joy/whatever ness with anyone in class. i headed straight to my brudders whom i love so dearly. haha. hey and i called my elder bro. haha. he's such an ass. he's complaining about how i can whatever grade for whatever subject. fine la. and he;s saying how UGLY my slip is just cos it's not uniformly A1s like his. i can't be bothered. i know i did my best and i'm happy and satisfied =)
now he owes me a treat. har har.
let's see who i told my results:
- my brudders
- my brother (who in turn informed my mum)
- my SFC seniors
- cheryl
- my teacher. hhahaha...pineapple tart!!!!
reflects who i treasure most??? nah. my brother was just super excited and i just had to inform him about what i get before he dies of hyperventilation due to over excitement.
went out with my brudders and with my cg after that. haha. i din get to eat cafe cartel with the brudders, but i ended up eating it with my cg. talk about God's blessings. MUACKS. had a nice time talking and sharing with them. though the idea of a 18th birthday bash from them ain;'t very nice =( not that i dun loev them....but the idea's just not for me...like hello. a lap dance?!?!?!? no thank you. still...had a fun time talking =)
i'm tired out. zonking off.
zonk zonk...
zonk.
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