if there ever is a baby boom again, i have a very good suggestion for the government to help curb the problem - 2 days of facilitating a children camp for all newly wedded couples..CONFIRM PLUS GURANTEE CHOP that they will stop at max 2.

...well...at least after my experience I WILL CONFIRM PLUS GURANTEE CHOP STOP AT 2. Sure...some of them are pretty cute...small and cuddly and makes your maternity instincts and biological clock tick. but there are also some monsters that can take out all of those hormonal surge and make you want to take a vow as a nun just so you can never fall into the trap of motherhood. haha. i sound like i partner the baby blue comic artists :S

the camp in itself was super draining even if it lasts 3/4 of a day. Imagine this short little fart trying to handle 8 p1-3 kids running around as if their asses were on fire, screaming their heads off like a fire engine siren. THEN...you have the very clingy kids who cling to you like a koala bear once they discover how much they love you. The only comfort in this action is that you get deluded that just like the trees that koala bears hug, you are skinny. as i said earlier...this is usually just a delusion. : that is so depressing :( so you can see...the kids really climbed over my head. figuratively and literally. meh...i'm like a mobile jumpy playground :(

the wet weather has been so terribly sucky :( it really dampens all our moods. literally. i go home in soggy shoes and jeans, we can't go out to eat so we have to resort to ordering in for our office lunch..in a sense it's good cos it means i get to eat good food, but it's also bad cos my wallet is getting thinner and a hole the size of the hole in the ozone layer is appearing...and it's also getting bigger :( oh..this thing doesn't help. booooooooooooooooo :(

i need to hurry complete my portfolio and start filming otherwise i'm screwed for uni application. oh goodness deary me :(