the uni applications are such a pain. it has really given me alot of stress..even if it's only 2 schools that i intend to apply to :

on one hand, ntu is local ie. affordable and it offers the course that i want. but when i visited the school it didnt have the THIS IS IT feeling. The school is so bare for an art school. Though it had works of the students on the walls, the place still felt empty and bare...nothing inspirational whatsoever.

On the other hand, the school that i have my eyes set on is in far far away san francisco ie expensive. not to mention whether or not sua gu me can survive there all by myself :S

I met up with the US school alumnus again today since it's my off day and she showed me more of their works, watched a dvd on their school and MANNN....it gave me the same vibes that i got when i went to nanyang poly open hse...their works on display is like ALL OVER THE PLACE and it's so inspirational! wah..man...and the alumnus also showed me her portfolio....man....it's so exciting! i checked out more stuff and settled my doubts...now it's more on my parents side...sigh....so annoying...