glory is tired and grumpy....grumpy and angry at alot of things..

glory wants to bitch. it's either because of jet lagging or PMS...or both. GRRR **amy style**

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the whole church office had this cool dine in the dark thing at the Visually Handicapped place down at Thomson where the ulu IJTP Temporary Campus was..kinda brings back some memories...

it was cool. it was totally DARK...like i can put my hands 1mm away from my face and still can't see a thing. it's even darker than when u close ur eyes. in fact....it's so dark you can't tell whether u have ur eyes open or close. I know my eyes were opened throughout. i felt that it took more effort to close them than to open them. haha. lazy muscles.

it was pretty cool. They say when you don't have one sense the other senses will heighten. i think i have a screwed up body. I just got confused. i couldn't tell where the sounds were coming from, so it was useless to have my waiters wearing bells when i couldn't even tell if they were talking to me. ah wells...

it was fun the whole time, having pastor alvin and pastor kenneth at our table and uncle sam and shukun on the other table in the same room. very entertaining. You see..or rather..hear..how the pastors take off their shining halos and their devil horns grow out. You see the old people in church become so immature it's worse than the kids at sunday school.

things going on in the room were like this:

Pastor Alvin:

• Let's trick the waiters. we swap place!!! or hide under the table. hahaha (we were told NOT TO MOVE OR STAND UP BY THE WAY)
• what's next??? what's for dessert??? can i have more???

Pastor Kenneth:

• eh Gloria...you're the youngest right?? you walk around the place la!
• OH THE FOOD IS HERE!! quick..steal Alvin's food!!!
• eh alvin. your head is glowing (Pastor Alvin has alot of white hair) **pastor alvin jokes about being holy and shining and all that crap**

Shukun:

• EH UNCLE...DON'T TAKE MY CUTLERY!!!!!!
• STOP TOUCHING MY HAND
• WHO TOUCH MEEEE!!
• UNCLE STOP ITTTT

Michelle:

• who took my cup? i don't have a cup. I DON'T HAVE A CUP!!!!!
• why i got 2 tomato???

Aunty Elsie:

• I NEED TISSUE!!!

Aunty Cat:

• Got cucumber meh? I don't have! who steal!?!??!
• (to shukun) stop stealing my food!!!! all my fries gone already!

Senior Pastor William:

• eh joe...cover your head (Pastor Joe is bald)..too shiny. later spoil the whole thing...(we're not supposed to have any surface that will reflect light or anything that will spoil the darkness.)

We were really having a time of our lives there...making a hell load of noise even the deaf could hear. then aunty elsie was being such a wet blanket...."eh..keep quiet...we must experience what it means to be blind...have some moment of silence..hear the sounds.." yak yak yak....i was really very irritated with her and i'm getting increasingly less tolerant of it....grrrrrrrrrrrrrr..thank goodness she's too dinosaur to read my blog.

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so the whole entire thing kinda took up the whole of our work day cos we left the place at like 12.30 and we came back at 3 plus...then we had staff devotion and prayer...so by the time we got to work it was like...4 plus...and work ends at 6.

i'm feeling terribly unproductive i'm getting annoyed and i'm starting to hate work.

i think what really made me feel this way is how people..especially the aunty..kept shushing me. i'm totally fine if you tell me to lower my volume...but i can't take it when you SHUSH me and add an annoyed face that old naggy ladies give.

I miss school....i miss the times of laughing freely with my friends...cracking stupid jokes..saying stupid stuff...bitching and all...and you didn't even have to worry about the unspoken code of conduct that we have in the church office.

seeing kids in school uniform makes me really miss schooling...homework..classes and all...it was miserable studying..but the friends made it all worthwhile.

at work...though this internship is pretty slack..i still feel icky. in a sense cos i feel like i'm earning money without doing much. and it's not even my fault cos i dun get much work at times and i'm totally slacking and yet i feel evil doing my own stuff..urghz....then it feels like all ur energy is being sucked away and it's pissing cos it's not even well deserved pain!!! well deserved pain is like how ur body aches after a good time of exercise...or how tired u get after a whole day of work/studying/project doing like during ARC and A level times. @#$!%!!!!!@#

blarhh...i feel miserable..and it's also cos the office is full of older people that i feel i have to please. I dislike having that expectations that they have that i can magically church out magically fantastic looking graphics. while it feels good to be thought so highly of it places alot of stress on me :(

thank God for bobo who is going through this with me :) she's the only reason why work is the wee bit worthwhile to go to. I LOVE YOU PACEY!