it's been quite an eventful week. actually not really. just alot of things happening these few days that made it appear long adn eventful. ahaha

managed to finish most of my work earlier than expected. the pastel drawing and translucency painting is coming up pretty well. I seriously think i'm possessed. it's strange cos i've never seen myself produce such work. i am AMAZED. my hands have been strangely cold though. it's so strange cos when you're in the shower and u touch urself it's like not ur hands. it's just so hard to comprehend how my hands can be freezing :S anyhows. i'm finally feeling genuinely proud of what i've achieved. especially my paintings. will post it up once i've completed it :)

i discovered with great delight, new loves for mediums, like the vine charcoal stick, and the different techniques of painting that i have discovered. WHY DIDN'T I DISCOVER THAT BEFORE?? it was soo common-sense-ical to paint the local color before adding in the details via layering. hahaha. so now i've finally managed to capture small details and surface textures of things. YIPPEEEE :D i had no idea how amazing i am until now. hidden talent finally blossoming. am pretty psyched to see how much more i can develop :D

majors open hse was fun too. how often do you get to sit down and listen to how cool ur life will be in the future??? how many people out there (especially in singapore) will get to be involved in big productions or actors or produce things that EVERYONE sees???? got to sit down and watch how we;re gonna be producing things like commercials, those on screen tele shows beginning scenes etc. now i'm superbly excited for broadcast and motion graphics. it's gonna be an exciting combination of animation, advertising, graphic design, film and tele, directing, and motion graphics. i am psyched. it's so suited for the jack of all trades master of none system in singapore where you need to have a wide variety of skills :D so exciting. but that means possibly 4-6 years here at scad instead of the usual 3 (if i take summer classes all the way). ho ho ho ho :D

i love art school <3 it's awesome to have people carrying cameras around, playing a guitar on the 3rd floor parapet sitting on a dustbin seranading everyone else and not find it strange. not to mention crazy friends. spent the night yesterday listening to crazy drunk people with great amusement.

the room was super crowded and it was like a homework party. made new friends and it's crazy how people can paint when they're tipsy. they said it's not possible for anyone to be fully sober and not high on alcohol or drugs to create awesome shiz. i dunno about that. sometimes i question whether i'm a boring fart cos it appears that i dun quite fit in with the group. all the partying and sexual jokes. i was honestly slightly uncomfortable with it all. we were watching shows with hot men inside and like everytime the dude appears they'll get all horny and screaming that they want to F*** those guys. and i'm just like oookkkk.....

i dunno. kinda sad to see one of my church friends becoming an alcoholic too. like i didn't quite expect her to cos i knew her to be a really sweet girl but like when i saw her yesterday, she was like in a sort of drunk state even though she wasn't and all she could think about was sucking people's balls and she was like hurling crude words and being very sexual and i was disturbed. i've never been quite exposed to such a sexually intense grp before. people in the room kept talking about selling their virginity to pay for art supplies, getting drunk, having sex and i was honestly, quite awkward and i didn't quite know what to do, but to sit there and drink my bottle of milk. (yes. i am quite a baby aren't i?)

they simply think i'm cute to not know so much of these sex stuff and drink baby milk instead of alcohol. hmmm...i dun quite know what to make out of all these.....interesting experiences. the knowledge of having friends that sex around and walk around naked just doesn;t go very well for a visual person like me. thank God my roommates dun have sex in my room or i'll just die. or perhaps i'll be a creep and watch how they do it. lol. SEX EDUCATION!

pray for me to go through these, wisened, but not tempted.