i can't remember what i wanted to update on. oh well.

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had chrystal, cheryl and sarah over at my hse yesterday while the adults were having CG. haha. we just talked crap. and i can't believe chrsytal can get high on grass power drink. i never tried it before, but it's so unappetising, so how can it ever make anyone high?!?!?!? anyway. we were supposed to join chrystal and amy for dinner at grapevine, but it ended up that amy had things cropped up and couldnt join us. nevertheless, i enjoyed my food. hungry as i still were after that cause i'm not loaded. still the food is fantabulous. if there ever is such a word. the oreo frappe is SUPER GOOD and i got high on it. haha. just one mouth and ZIIIIPPPPPP u get sucked into your highest mood u can ever get. i supposed it's the super high sugar content. oh. and stuffed chicken thigh is super nice. though the servings are small. well..they seriously shouldn't place it on such a HUGE plate. cos it just makes the servings look even punier =( oh well...still..it's a nice place to hang out. the only bad thing is how freezing cold the place is.

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ANYWAY..my comp crashed =( i think it's cos i installed too much crap into it and it...err...well..DIED on me. i can;t even turn it on. it makes those lorry reversing beeping noises, restarts over and over again on me...i can't even reach the desktop before the comp hangs or restarts. sooo..now i'm stuck with my brothers comps to work with. and both sucks. my elder brother's comp LAGS like nobodies business. it takes so long to load that u keep getting tricked that it just hung AGAIN. just that i didn't. PLUS..it doesn't have photoshop =( so not much things i can do here except the internet.

my younger brother's comp on the other hand....doesn't exactly have good access to the net. considering how someone walking by can just cut off the connection. in fact, it's so lousy it's tapping into other people's lines, rather. EVERYONE else's lines except ours and the bad news is we can't use the net even if we use their lines =( sooo..that means i have to be travelling back and forth between computers and rooms if i need both the net and photoshop =(

i seriously need a new comp =( a good one. i want a mac. BUTTT...mum's got a point. alot of things aren't compatible with apple. and it's slower than windows. soo.. for someone like me who has super little patience.....that beauty is gonna become ugly with me handling it. still..perhaps it's beauty might make me more lenient with it. **shrugs** i don't know. i just want a new good comp which has enough memory for all my programs as well as still have LOTS of extra space for files, games etc. and not lag, be anti virus etc etc. everything that a comp should not suffer from =) sadly. i don't have enough KACHING! to get myself one =(

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School's been great. my CG (civics group) rocks. i suppose i won't be lonely throughout my life in SA after all. and it won't be bad either =) at least i know for sure that i'm gonna enjoy my short lifespan there. don;t know if i can still stay in SA and where their beautiful uniform. and look all cool and smart and prefect-ky in their school tie.

being in SA is bad if u want to be slim or just be happy with yourself and eat. firstly, everyone in the school is super skinny such that being in the cafe makes u feel FAT. even if u aren't. it's super pressurising. secondly, they give u so many breaks plus the permission to eat anytime u want so long as u are having a break, makes it al the more harder to restrain from eating even as u try and cut down on food intake. PLUS, everything there isn't cheap so u have to well....spend mor money on food. as good as the food is and worth your money..BUT. the food is unhealthy. thus, eating more will just make u even fatter. THERE!

thus, it's good to abstain from the canteen during breaks and go to the gallery to smell the field and track and what nots. heck about all the bad points. the good points all cover up for the bad points and i love SA =)

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right now, i'm trying to be as independent as i can in terms of studying. YAY. quick praise me! i'v never come home to study when there's no test in a week, or rather the usual, the next day. i supposed it's cos i learnt from my sec sch days that if u dun understand something, U MUST MUST MUST try and understand it ASAP. and not wait till the last day left to the exams to try and understand. cos u;'ll end up not understand it/get further confused and thus, STILL flunk u exams. as much as i love SA, i don't want to be retained =)

my chem sucks. i have difficulties in the first chapter already =( i forgot what the hell was atomic number when it CLEARLY stated next to it that it was the number of protons. to think i only understood what it meant when i referred to my sec sch textbook and read that it was the same things as PROTON number. GEE....i'm such a genius.

oh ya. and LIT ROCKS! haha. i love lit lectures. even if i'm totally retarded at the start of the lecture cos shakespear and i totally ain't sharing the same frequency. nevertheless, the teacher stands in the gap and acts as a bridge and i get ENLIGHTENED! which is a super great feeling =) lit rocks. oh. and u get to watch the modern version of Romeo and Juliet and see Leonardo Di Carpio flirt (why am i not surprised?)...why is he always acting in some love show?!?!?!?

anyway...now...to get back to studying....